400th post already! Anyway i'm blogging from my phone! Haha quite fascinated with it. I can even mousehunt on it! :D lol.

2 more papers to go.. I'm sure time will pass very fast like it always does.

Certain thoughts still running through my mind. Some things i can't seem to forget.

Online retail therapy has been painful, but i can't wait to receive my items! Super excited! She's one extremely generous lady, the most generous one i've met in fact. Haha :)

Okies time to sleep!

[[ . ]]* |3:50 AM|

Shania Twain - You're Still The One



I love this song, and I love how well she sings it live.

[[ . ]]* |1:52 AM|

Time really flies. It has been one year. What have I learnt?

Ahma has been hospitalized. I hope she would be able to be discharged within these few days. Have to learn to take up more responsibility in taking care of her. Nothing should be taken for granted. Really prays that she gets well soon.

Dinner with the ME guys just now. We had crabs at some restaurant at the Flyer. Crabs, AGAIN. We should really be trying food other than crabs next time, and PS said there’s another one he wants to introduce us at Changi!! Haha. Didn’t manage to get a whole group picture though, cos Brother Kenny, the photographer didn’t come. Lol




Last week has been crazy. Sleepless nights and reports to rush. Taking a break this weekend. Muahaha.Can’t wait for tomorrow night! ;) I’m sure that it is going to be fun especially when they company is with good friends. Excited!

Talking to a friend made me realize a lot of things. I have been occupying myself with nonsense, wasting precious time and effort on unnecessary issues. Yes, I do know that, but somehow that conversation seemed to wake me up a little. Like I really SHOULD just focus on what is important, and I will.

Charchar was so worried about me cos I didn’t reply her, which was unusual considering I reply sms-es rather quickly. Sorry darling, didn’t mean to make you worry. Happy to have this bestest friend for so many years. You’re stuck with me! Lol

Exams are around the corner and I’m left with one and a half more project to complete before going full gear into studying. Papers all spread out, so I have more time to revise. Daddy says that he’s going to fetch me to the exam hall even though all my papers are morning papers. Daddy’s the best! :D Their 25th anniversary is coming up and I’m still thinking of where to arrange a nice dinner for them, plus what to make for them. Hmmm..

Life’s good and it’ll be even better.

[[ . ]]* |2:26 AM|

Knowledgeable, experienced, loving, respectable, responsible, dependable.

You are all that, but sometimes doesn’t mean you think that something is right (to you), it means it IS correct. Please spare a thought for others. How harsh and hurting your words can be.

Tolerance, I need more.
Ignorance, I wish I had.

[[ . ]]* |1:22 AM|

Recess week is almost over and I’m still left with hours of webcast and a test to study for! Sigh.

I fell last night. Again. Missed a step and landed on my butt. Damn. I’m starting to have a phobia of steps. I hold on to the railings if there are and walk damn slowly when it rains. Used to love steps when I was young, jumping off the staircase at home few steps at a time, running down long flight of steps. No more! I rather take my time now. My mum could still laugh at me when i told her about it and said ‘为什么我会养了一粒大东瓜？’-.- She's the best.

I miss the times at west coast studying, walking along the coast and playing with that swinging thing back in year 1 with Lydia, Daniel and Darius. Haha. They guys had no problem doing the turns but we girls were trying damn hard just to complete one rotation! Feel like studying there again at night, but no one to study with me anymore. Got to make do with my room.

Dessert we had the other night. i want more.




Finished watching 唐心风暴 on tudou. The last few episodes are so touching! Family is still the most important of all, and that they will always be there for you no matter what happens.

[[ . ]]* |8:04 PM|

Was going through this particular box under my drawers and I found so many ‘treasures’! the CD Mr Lim made for us, NYJC 2003 CD compilation, boy bands and Chinese CDs, photos from back in primary school and secondary school, FIVE STONES!, photo frame Miss Lim made for me on my 18th birthday, etc cetera.

There was also a book, titled ‘Tomorrow’, from Andy after we have graduated. There was a short message inside that really touched me. Reading that brought back so many memories.



I’m going to upload photos from JC onto facebook soon!

Tomorrow is a public holiday, and I’m having project meeting at Singapore Post. How nice… So many things to do and catch up with. Going to start dreading FYP and the lab work. Argh.

So many things running through my mind.
So many ‘what if’s.
I wonder.

I want to stroll along the beach, listen to the waves and then go for a fatty sinful dinner! Haha! Ok that was random. But it feels nice to have Iced Rambutan, Spice Chicken Wings, and Chocolate Delice at 12 am after a movie. The dessert was soooo chocolaty, fell in love with it. ;) Relaxing, chatting and eavesdropping on other couples. Haha! Loves best friend many many!

Time to pull up both my socks!

[[ . ]]* |1:22 AM|

Choices I have made.
Consequences I have to face.
Trying hard to keep afloat.
To keep my mind sane.
Will anyone notice?

Temporary insanity.
To be judged upon.

The doors closed.

[[ . ]]* |7:29 PM|

PTL’s the best! Hahah. I was just telling her I was having cravings for Kenny Rogers and she said, OK! We go tomorrow. Hahah what am I going to do without her. :) Aunty Ore didn’t go cos she was not feeling well. But we can always meet again! Know that I always say the same thing, but I really miss those times in hall with them. Can we turn back time? I’m sure many things would have happened differently.



L.O.L



Had dinner with Anli at KR yesterday, again! This is not good. The sinful macaroni and cheese… How to resist?! Headed to raffles city after that for some drinks. Oh man, should not be too adventurous and try funny drinks anymore. It was pretty to look at but not very nice to drink. And there was a cute ang mo baby that we couldn’t take our eyes off. Hahah. Charming boy.





Feel like chopping my hair short. Tempting.

Time passes so fast. Too fast.

[[ . ]]* |12:20 PM|

Finally settled in. Things packed as neatly as I can, but I can foresee the place being messy soon. Lol. Some things can’t be changed. Haha. Have to thank mummy a lot for her help. She’s the best!

Have to start working harder! Need to get my motivation back.

Had crystal jade xiaolongbao/steamboat buffet last Friday with the guys. We ordered 16longs, which meant 80 baos for the 4 of us! Hahaha. Excluding the meat and prawns that they ordered. Super filling! Kenny didn't bring his camera, so we had to make do with my camera phone.



[[ . ]]* |1:45 AM|

Read BeiSi’s blog, and somehow it struck a cord in me. She’s right. Talking to her always make me feel so much better. :) Very thankful to have these few good friends who never fail to make me smile.

It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will, be better in time

[[ . ]]* |4:29 PM|