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Monday, May 23, 2005



hmm i have no idea whether to feel happy or sad that he finally asked me out. haha. contradiction? yes. i msged him online yesterday
me: hey so late le, not slping ah?
him: hey i plannin to sms u. afta my field camp, we go out oki
me: haha when's ur field camp
him: dis coming tues
me: haha sure u free?
him: sure
haha i mean i shd be jumping for joy that he even asked me out. but i dont see or feel the sincerity there. its lik just asking me out for the sake of asking me out. yup.someone kill me. haha.no idea what to expect from him. well, telling myself, just be happy for the moment. worry later. =) mayb its cos he's leaving for taiwan on the 1stjune for 3 wks? haha then reli totally no contact. so he might want to tell me to give him up or tell me that he has already found someone else he likes. as in reli likes. haha. i feel like a clown. knows tt he's toying with me, but still like him. -_- anyway, im happy. for the time being. period.

went out with some of my sec sch frens today! haha we went to town instead of the east coast cycling trip we had planned earlier this wk. headed to coffeeclub express at taka for some drinks, den went to bk outside boarders and played bridge and taitee for like 2 hrs?! haha. after tt went to NYDC for dinner. im still so full i could puke now. rlei missed them people. =) it was still as fun and crazy eventhough there were only 4 of us there. will be waiting for ade to come back to spore before we head out for more fun! cant wait! haha

tmr will be back to the stupid office with a hyprocrite 'fren'. sian. she think's she's boss?! so what if big boss treated u and the other colleagues for lunch? u're just peanuts to them. don complain. to think i thought you would ask if i was invited also. not that i mind la. its just the thought of asking. wtf. asked u to help me being my micro to the repair centre, u couldnt bother less. fine! bitch. if u KNEW that i would need to have my warrenty card with the mirco for u to being to the repair centre, u dont tell me on FRIDAY at work and gg there on a SATURDAY. how the fuck am i supposed to pass u the bloody card?! asshole. u and ur stupid pathetic face. i hope you will just rot and die. ok, i shall not be so mean. just rot and decompose. yup. treetrunk. don tell me u want to diet. i'll show you tt i can slim down too. for the coming wk ahead, i'll just have milk and cheewy bars for lunch. im sure i will slim down. heeh! bleah.

gg to slp alr. damn tired. oh ya, kl, if ure reading this, im sorry i didnt want to tell u that i have a blog.. cos im afraid those ppl reading it will be bored to death reading abt the same thing over and over again. i hope u understand =) sorry darling.. anyway lets go out soon alrights! hahaha. missed u too!


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