Off with the old, hello new laptop. :( I’m not exactly happy about it, because my old one was actually still in very good working conditions! Sigh. Me and my carelessness. I really didn’t mean for it to drop. And I feel bad for blaming it on laoer. But then again, well… some things just happens.

Just didn’t want to add on to the expenditure of the family. Of cos, I’ll have to pay part of it, which equates to $399. Haha. Still, I love the old one. Will get used to this new one though. The screen suddenly seems too wide, like there's too much space on the right, its not matte like the old one, so I can see my reflection. -.- the touch pad is at an awkward position, and it weighs a bomb according to my daddy. Haha.

I hope something good or happy happens soon, I seem to get all the bad luck recently.

[[ . ]]* |10:58 AM|

An ex-project mate suddenly dropped the bomb and told my friend that he’s dropping the module. HE SUCKS! Bloody shit ass. Don’t know why but I feel very angry and irritated when I heard about it. So irresponsible of him! He didn’t even have the decency of informing us about his stupid decision. >:( Just when the report and presentation is due next week, he has to come up such a stun. Asshole. I can curse and swear at him the whole day. *rollseyes*

[[ . ]]* |8:37 PM|

It is 2:44 am and I’m no where near going to sleep. Have been procrastinating for the longest time and refusing to do the assignment until now. I’m definitely going to be late for lessons at 9am tomorrow.

Exams in less than a month.
Project presentation and submission next Wednesday.
Report deadline in week 13? Then another presentation.

Can I buy time?

[[ . ]]* |2:46 AM|

My poor back! Again. :( The person said that I shuai dao jin. Great! Can hardly walk properly now. I should not have tried to spike that ball.

I killed a cockroach last night! Super disgusted with it. I just kept spraying it with bygone, non-stop even though it was already dead, afraid that it would suddenly flip back and start crawling around. Yucks!

The lizards in my room are getting bolder! Look at the pictures below. -.-



My retail therapy recently is cosmetics which is bad, cos I don’t really use it, and I have enough blushers to last me forever! Arghs. I really really need to save some money.

[[ . ]]* |2:25 PM|

The cycle repeats.

I need to get out of this circle.

[[ . ]]* |1:50 AM|

Bloody hell. $20 bucks gone to the stupid block fund. I know it is unfair to just collect money from everyone, cause some would not go for any. Then the other side of the argument would be to ask the people to go for the events to make their money worth. I don’t even want the tee shirt, cos I don’t feel like I’m part of the block. At least in shears, it is like a part of us, an identity. The culture here is just very different. So much for trying to save money this month. Damn it.

Nothing is 'fair'.

Argh. Ok, I just needed to rant cos I’m super broke and $20 is like the wheel of an aeroplane to me at this point of time. >:(

Now back to the stupid lab report.

[[ . ]]* |8:16 PM|

Today was a super tiring day, yet very fulfilling. :)

Did the log book until 330am last night, was outside LT7A at 920am, and I stepped back into my room at 1040pm.

One whole day spent with my design group mates. It was fun! Of course, we did our fair share of work too. We had lunch together and then bowling after the meeting at the Singapore Sports Council.

I haven’t laughed so hard in a long time! Bowling was crazy, everyone was laughing and having fun, cheering each other on and just basically making a lot of noise. They are very friendly and fun people, and I’m glad to be able to be part of it. Thanks Joel for letting us join your group.

Dinner with the ME guys in school. They love me so much they kept referring me as ‘he/his’. Thanks guys. Haha. It was another round of laughter and stomaches. Headed to Fong Seng for drinks after that.

I think I laughed too much today. My stomach is still feeling funny since after lunch.

Things to complete over the weekend:
Reflection paper
Minutes for meeting

Wish me luck.

[[ . ]]* |1:12 AM|

Daddy picks up keychain from the table.

Daddy: Who bought this for you?
Me: My boyfriend.

Looks at what’s written on it.

Daddy: Wah, always on my mind. Who’s your boyfriend?
Me: The person who bought that for me lor.

Looks at reverse side.

Daddy: Your boyfriend is a girl?
Me: Ya.
Daddy: You’re a les?
Me: How did you know?
Daddy: KaiLin is a girl what. Never mind, like that I wouldn’t have to worry about marrying you off.

-.-

Tell me which father tells the daughter that?! Shouldn't he be worried that no one wants me?!

[[ . ]]* |8:41 PM|