feeling stupid.
the bloody test was do-able.
values were given.
and i had to stupidly go subtract 1 and 2.
what an ass.
a definate ZERO for my test.
damn.
please dont tell me i would not.
cos the lecturer had already went through the answer.

this shows only one thing.

miss lim IS stupid. =(

[[ . ]]* |3:15 PM|

one week has passed again. haha time flies.

this week was a more smooth sailing than the previous one. =)

some pictures to upload! =)

lydia huijing and i went out last thursday! cos miss ore was feeling happy after her last mid term test! headed to New York New York for dinner. not a bad place! and the food was not bad too. =) we took photos! like finally! hahaha















ok the food was really not bad, we were just making funny faces. haha. =) and huijing was full of funny faces that day! we took a total of 54 photos that night! hahaha. what will life be without them in hall! =) i hope that even after we dont stay together le, we will still be as good of friends. =) LOVE YA WOMEN! *muacks*

met anli on saturday! haha. bought a pair of havainas for my sister. its the pink version of the one i bought for my other sister. maybe they will buy me the SAME design in another colour? haha then we can exchange colour! cos we all wear the same size slippers! ok i sound nuts.

walked around, took photos. we were cheapo la. we just borrowed the background of the machines. like what many people do. lol. it was fun. =) had dinner at village, heerens basement. used to be marche. but i cant really tell the difference cos they sell the same stuff. anw the baby cows at the enterence were damn cute can! haha girl, boy, NERD! a definate must to take photos with them.






oh anli, sorry but i couldnt resist blowing this up. haha. its damn funny la! back to village, we had creeps, rostti and soft shell crab! LOVES. those are must orders when im there. haha. and the mango waffle is super nice too. =)

hmmm after a long talk, i really hope that things would be much better between us. understanding and appreciating each other better. i really really really hope we would be happy always. love you dear. =)

[[ . ]]* |12:46 AM|

thanks people.

im fine. or rather we're fine.

talked through alot of stuff. settled misunderstandings.

i just hope that life would be better after what had happened.

want us to be happy. be ourselves.

simple. sweet.

easy?

[[ . ]]* |7:09 PM|

just when i thought everything was alright, after all the talks that we had, after the letter i wrote, my world crumbled.

guess it just wasnt meant to be.
that i was selfish and could not understand you well enough.
that our 2 hearts could not beat as one even after being together for so long.
that i was constantly making you unhappy and sad.
that i took you for granted.
that i could not step into your shoes and feel for you.
that i could only throw my temper at you.
that so many things i have done or even changed myself for you could not change anything.
that this list will never end.

i just needed an outlet to 'pen' my thoughts.

you could even delete your blog and delete me as your friend in friendster. i was stunned and speechless. i would not be surprised if i was removed off your msn too. maybe you have even cleared your inbox. you can even ask me if i wanted the present i gave u for ur birthday, other wise it would be in the dump.

now i ask myself, was i really such a lousy girlfriend. haha. or was i too nonchalent about stuff. all the so called happiness that we had, the laughter and joy, was it just a facade.
that things could so easily be forgotten and erased from your memory.
that i am feeling so fucking lousy and you dont seem the least bit affected.

i will get over this.
长痛不如短痛
maybe this would end sooner or later. it was just a matter of time.
why not end it eariler to avoid the more arguements that would arise in the future.
the cycle repeats.

a song has been on repeat.
a song that will no longer be heard on my phone.

i am tired. i have to be strong. i will be strong.
give me time.

认错 is a nice song.

silly i am.

[[ . ]]* |4:46 AM|

miss lim is feeling sad.

haha. maybe im just tired. maybe online shopping will help! lol

been buying too many items online alr. shd sell some off. sold one forever 21 ringer tee. kinda regreted after selling it. but well. its SOLD. i want to get rid of many of the clothes that i dont wear already. i have no idea what had possessed me to purchase all those in the past.

then again, i bought 4 tops online. one from americal eagles, 2 from target, 1 from threadless. threadless is having their $10 bucks sale again! im so tempted to get more. but i have to control! control! haha. will see how again. sale is going on until next week. they might have new designs! =p

lab report due tomorrow, seeing a prof for help tomorrow, maybe will head to chinatown after that? i feel like going out. taking a walk. instead of being cooped up in school, in my small room and around campus. BORING.

am i too sensitive or am i too sensitive. so much to say, but nothing comes out.
maybe i should stop being so bothered about what others think of me.
good or bad, let it be.

feeling kinda irritated. will get over it.

[[ . ]]* |7:20 PM|

i finally have the new year photos! yeah! =) hahaha. we seem to have taken alot more photos this year as compared to the past. haha.


[[ . ]]* |12:03 AM|