wow! my 200th entry! hahaha.

sigh. had tuition on friday saturday AND sunday. faints. but ya. i guess its for my own good too. professional help. haha. i really hope i am able to do well this semester. peservere woman. have too anw. haha.

cousin's wedding on saturday! =) erm the food sucks but we had a fun time! hahaha. ahma went too. =) OH, my nieces and nephews are sooo adorable la can. super duper cute. eh one didnt come cos he had examinations on the following monday and the mum made him stay home to study. and erm.. he's like in primary TWO?! *rollseyes* anw PHOTOS!!


ahma and me!!

diao -.- we forgot to take a nice photo!



my daddy acting shuai



pretty ladies


BABY NICHOLAS! =)




baby and his mummy

isnt he cute! hahaha.




cousin and nieces! haha. i just feel like pinching their cheeks. lol

had a fun night! =)

oh and did i mention that the next in line for marriage is either joyce or me? haha. ya. all my other cousins are already married. faints. so i guess the next wedding dinner i attend from my mummy's side is either MINE or joyce's. hahaha. we're old! growing up is scary.

monday. hmmm haha. i went for my 4 hour lectures. faints. i was stoning from 5pm onwards. hahaha. as usual. i hate long lectures. how can anyone concentrate for that long! haha. but i guess im glad i went. =) had lunch with kangwei and gang after lecture. AND im going to find out who bluff me! said that ming yuan and ming zhi werent twins! BAH. and i actually believed them. *faints* haha. i hope i can still see them next semester. sigh.

did some tutorial questions until i wanted to faint. it sucks. and to think that i have less than one month till exams. faint even more. going to mugmugmug already. this is getting serious man. its bad.

glad to have seen dear after so long! =) happy girl.

ok back to studying soon.

and to hell with irresponsible buyers. grow up and stop being such a pathetic piece of shit.
*rollseyes*

3 more weeks! =)

[[ . ]]* |1:09 PM|

happy 16th months dear! =)

i win! hehe.

[[ . ]]* |11:58 PM|

look at the time. its 4am and im still NOT asleep. just completed my lab report. well i did 2 lab reports in one night. i wana faint already. *fainted*

hmmm nothing much to blog about. just that EXAMS ARE NEARING!! in one month's time.

my phone died on me. the stupid joystick is not working and when i want to press right, it 'enter' so many times and goes into another folder which i do not want too. and it sends message to wrong people and calls the wrong people. so now im stuck with my sister's phone. =( it had better not die on me too. i'd start boxing people.

had a little drama with dear last night. that silly boy walked from bugis to my house void deck. smart right. ya. anw i just realised that my mummy can be damn funny too.

ma: what time will you be going back to hall
me: i dono la
ma: huh?! what do you mean you dont know
me: ya ok. after arguing with that person
ma: HUH?!
me: he can get angry i also can get angry wad!
ma: *laughs*
me: i very angry la
ma: need me to pour water later not??
me: ya shun bian bring down the knives
ma: orh. ltr i drive u back.
me: *stunned*

sometimes i really wonder what my mummy is thinking. but well, she drove me and weijie back to hall! muahaha. and bought all 4 of us paopao cha. my sisters were in the car too. yeah! chocolate oreo with small pearls. loves. =)

oh, anyway, my mummy was the atm for me and laoer when we went chinatown to get stuff to make necklaces. realised that i have been cheated so many times! BAH. ROARS. well. and what did my mummy do? sit there and laugh. then, scold me. -.- i found my boy and girl charms! pretty pretty! loves! hahaha. waiting for my sister to make more for me. hehe.

went vivo city today. *faints* there were SO MANY PEOPLE. i hate crowded places. BUT, they had so many shops! i wanted to buy everything la! hahaha. and the opening sales just makes everything even more tempting. =) bought a skirt from FOX at 30% off! muahaha. eh but it still costs about 30 bucks. well. i liked it. =) cant wait to wear it. but erm waiting for the chance too. maybe when im out with dear. haha.

had late lunch at thai express.
while waiting...




i like their pineapple rice!!!! hahaha.



weijie had green curry. i recommended him that!


eh his doesnt look that appealing after all.

walked and walked and walked and walked and walked non stop until about 6 plus. i wanted to die by then. so tired la! got my skirt only before we left. afraid that i wanted to get more. lol. well. i havent shopped in a long time leh! i want my pocket money to come rolling in. nownownow.

im tired.

if i declare friday to be free, i would have 3 free days this week! woohoo! =)

daddy's back in singapore. means exams are nearing.

ok i need to sleep. waking up at 1030 tmr damn it.

i love u dear! =)

[[ . ]]* |4:01 AM|

hmmm another week passed in a blink of an eye. i didnt seem to have learnt anything new this week. had an extremely boring one in fact.

monday - slack
tuesday - lab
wednesday - lecture, lab
thursday - free
friday - lab

labs labs labs and more labs! but NO MORE! muahaha. im done with all the labs this semester. completed one of the reports at 4 plus 5 am on wed night = thurday morning. no thanks to this darling friend of mine who was, hmmm, very reluctant to share her graph. finally after not being to figure out my own, i decided to ASK her blantly for it. 'CAN U SEND ME UR GRAPH PLEASE.' ok then she sent. and guess what?! after opening the file, i decided to use mine instead. -.- wth

im home now with online assignment due at 11 pm tonight. if i hadnt open my nus email, i wouldnt even have known that there was an assignment! *faints* plus, 2 more lab reports and more revision this weekend.

but im not ready to study! i still want to go out to shop! my mum, sisters and i are going to chinatown tmr to get stuff. afterwhich might be meeting weijie. hopefully. lol. sigh exams are in 35 days. about one month left. DIE.

buck up girl. damn it.

i have to proove that im not that stupid after all.

thanks for the tags people =) really appreciate it. haha.

gogogo! daddy's coming back this sunday! =) maybe he can help me.
eh nono, he CAN help me. and he WILL help me. cos im his beloved daughter. muahaha. and cos he's my LAO PEH. just hope that he'll be patient with me. haha.

my thoughts are incoherrent.

jiayou!

my slogan,


hmm then again, if i pass this semester, i will have to change it to 4 years time.
sigh. this sucks.

[[ . ]]* |8:46 PM|

gastric flu sucks.

went chinatown with my sister on saturday. bought some materials to make necklaces. its nice. =) loves. haha. im too lazy to type out the details. but it was fun. i can forsee that we will be going there very often from now onwards.

sigh

the outcome or results of what i have been doing just proves even more to me how stupid i am. sigh. doesnt mean that my daddy is smart, i have to be smart too. he's hardworking and clever. no matter how hardworking i am, i will never ever reach his level of knowledge. im just not as smart ok. to put it bluntly, im stupid. period.

no matter how much effort i put in, the yield is the same as before.

i should have listened to my instincts and followed them one year ago.

damn it. i should just aspire how to sweep the roads clean.

dont mess with me.

the light is getting dimmer as the train reverses back into the tunnel
darkness befalls

[[ . ]]* |12:25 PM|

im going to ba naggy and whiney. cos i havent blogged in one week and cos i have alot to complain and talk about and cos i have alot of pictures to put up too! hahaha.

ok, saturday had programming and physics test. got raped by both. sian. second time doing programming and i still couldnt make it. what the hell. BAH. irritating. physics was a goner too. sighh. sometimes i wonder why do we study so much for. to fail and bring us down?! or to compare who will be the first from the back? confirm is me ma. *rollseyes*

oh! and after everything has ended, i went to catch a movie with dear! hahaha =) ROB-B-HOOD i think. its super duper funny la. i couldnt stop laughing through out the show. chen long and gu tian le are superb man! haha. and how could u forget the pretty cutie baby in the show! LOVESSS. really. he's super cute! erm i think the baby is a boy. lol. such pretty eyes he has! *melts* and he's a natural man! hahaha. i really like his eyes. and when u see him cry at the last part, you really will feel like crying with him. haha. silly i know. but ya. how can anyone resist such a cute baby!





see how cute he is sitting in the fridge. lol =)

sunday i was home. recieved my necklace! its soo pretty! hahaha loves. wore it on the same day! was home only for a while. had lunch with my ahma! i missed her so much. she's like the best la. but every week i see her, i feel even more worried. dont know why. just worried. yup. then at about 4 plus, headed out to fisherman's village to celebrate weechoon's birthday! he's finally 20 too! hahaha. the crabs were nicee. loves. =) oh, weijie was there too. brought him to, according to anli, was to 'meet the parents'. hahaha. of cos, with the usual talk cock session and laughing our heads off at stupid things. also, like i always said, we're FOREVER talking about the same stuff and not getting sick of it. lol.


unglam photo of birthday boy

our very own mr jay chua

and of cos pretty girls! hahah.

aftermath

weewee







must post a super big photo of dear and me. if not he not happy. haha =)

then it was back to hall! haha the guys were very nice to weijie. haha. talked and joked and told him about my chou shi-s. anyways. haha. it was a fun night out! =)

back to hall. we started on lydia's puzzle on sunday night all thw way till 3am. continued the next day until about before dinner then we completed it. our masterpiece. wait till i get the pictures from weising. haha. the process of our journey. lol. fun. huijing pris weising and me! lol we were going, or rather I was going, 'eh! rabbit de pigu!' 'rabbit de tou' 'carrots' 'piglet de lian' 'butterflies and bees' and so many others. damn happy when each piece was pieced to another that we went ' YEAH' the whole time. lol. huijing was damn good at piecing the random missing pieces together la! haha and she was damn fast for once! hahaha. =)

we surprised her in her room at about one plus waiting for her to come back and presented her with her MANGO CAKE! hahah think she must be sick of it le. lol. hmmm i cant seem to upload my pictures. =(

cleared my table and floor on tuesday! yeahh! =) i am happy! i got a neat table le.



hahaha. neat right. for a person like me. lol.

test today was horrendous. me yiwei and mark too turns to do. yiwei's and mine only had one question coming out from the 'answer reference'. haha. had to do the other 2. damn tough la. but managed to get answers somewhere around there. lol. mark's one was super tough. especially for me. haha. we were supposed to help each other. but i think im off not much use there. wells. we stayed in the computer lab from about 1245 till 6pm just now!!!! studious right. hahaha.

sigh. i hope i can pass.

anways! im a happy girl! im going to give myself a break for tonight! muahaha. start studying again tomorrow. since its my free day. =)

talking to lydia and huijing just now. hahaha damn fun la. we should have more talks. =) laughing and talking about everything stupid. hahaha. what would life be without them in hall man! =)


my loves

and of cos i lovee my dear too. hahaha.

*smiles*

[[ . ]]* |8:24 PM|

just when i thought i had learnt alot more about programming than i had the past semester,
i know NUTS about it. **** damn it.

i failed the past year paperS. take note of the huge 'S' behind. please tell me how to pass tomorrow. so what if i have a better understanding for it now? SO? SO? SO?! the final result will still be the same!

why bother to study so much when it is of no use?!

just when i thought i was not as stupid as i thought i am.

a paper proved me otherwise.

same goes to physics tomorrow night.

guess my life is doomed to failure.

[[ . ]]* |1:27 AM|

woohoo! then things i bought online is finally here after 2 weeks! -.- anw. disappointed. cos the kissing kids earrings are not as nice as they look online! BAH. but nvm. it will go well with my new necklace! coming soon.

sharks i think im addicted to online shopping. i should really stop soon. haha. but no harm window shopping. RIGHT. hahaha.

2 tests tomorrow. somebody saveee meee. sigh i really hope i can pass or at least not a boarderline pass. just ya. been doing papers! =) and my daddy said something to me this morning, no wonder u will fail ur modules, u dont even understand them, how to pass. hmmm. true ah. last time thought just do and do. maybe can pass. MY ARSE.

studystudystudy. after i wake up from my nap. hehe.

realised that i havent really gone out with weijie in a long time. as in go out, walk walk, movies, dinner that kind of going out. i wana watcha movie! IN a cinema! the last movie i watched was what? CLICK?! hahaha. i cant even remember. sigh. soon ok dear! =)

i wana go out! shopping with ruoxuan next wednesday! muahahah. and i havent met beisi yet. havent seen her in months! hahah. maybe the week after.

bored. and thinking about the test which will end at 815 tomorrow NIGHT makes me even more sian. sigh. i want everything to end asap!!!!

singapore uni games closing tonight. dinner! all of us are going to wear jeans and birks! hahaha. its going to be so funny! all the different designs and cuts! haha. taking photos too!! =)

STUPID HAZE IS KILLING ME. my nose runs like a spoilt tap. BAH. irritating. i cant stand it! giving me a super headache too! arghs.

[[ . ]]* |10:49 AM|

im home today! hahaha

im happy!

after 3 whole hours of tuition given by mr lim, i feel so enlightened. lol even though it was only like one chapter. but i learnt so much more than what i have so far studied for the past week. hahaha. yeah! so im not that stupid after all. =) *smiles* happyhappy.

but then again, its temporary. he said he's going to give me more tuition. guess its a blessing to have him as my daddy ba. so i can ask questions and that he can teach me! yeah! so now going to jiayou already.

*jumpsaround*

thanks baby for understanding. this bhb dear of mine, still dare to say to me, hey im reading about myself in the last entry leh! -.- fine. haha. but ya im glad to have him with me. dear just hope that u understand about my family. sorry. sigh. bu shi wo yao de.

anyway back to school tomorrow! i only have one tutorial. and i guess i'd skip the lecture. its only one hour. i would rather go shopping at co-op. i want to get nice nice papers to be used as the cover of my notes! =)

study study study.
im suddenly in the mood to study. tests this week!

and who has tests on saturday NIGHT! please tell me. the stupid test is at 715PM on a SATURDAY ok! im supposed to be out with my boyfriend or out with my friends! BAH.

[[ . ]]* |11:17 PM|

The guy who loves you, can't tell you the reason why he loves you. He only knows that, in his eyes, you are the only one.

The guy who loves you, although he always makes you mad, but whatever he has done is for your own good.

The guy who loves you, seldom praises you. But in his heart, you are the best. Only he knows it.

The guy who loves you, will scold or complain if you didn't reply his messages or answer his calls because he cares for you.

The guy who loves you , only drops his tears in front of you. When you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart , the heart which beats for you.

The guy who loves you , will remember every word you said , even if accidentally. And he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who loves you, will not give any promises that easily because he don't want to break the promise. He wants you to believe him and give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who loves you, always tells you not to think too much, because he has already planned it for you. He wants to give you the best life in the future. He wants to give you a surprise, believing that he can do it.

The guy who loves you, maybe can't remember those special occasions like anniversaries, but he does know that, every second he lives, he's loving you, no matter what day is it.

The guy who loves you, won't say "I love you" that easily, because everything he has done for you already shows that he love you. He will only say it at the special situations because he don't want you to misunderstand. He wants you to know that he really loves you.

The guy who really loves you, will feel that sometimes certain things only have to say once because he thought that you might already understand him. If talk so much, he will feel that there's nothing you will cherish.

The guy who loves you, will go to the airport to fetch you but he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect. He will carry your luggage and ask you " Why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The guy who loves you, will listen quietly to you when you are mad. When you have finished, he will say " You still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier." with a smile.

The guy who loves you, don't know whether he should call you when you are angry but he will send a message to you after few hours. If you ask him why he called that late, he will say "When you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish. But when you calm down, my explanation will only really works."

The guy who loves you, always treat you like a little girl. But everytime he want to make a big decision, he will first want to hear your advice.

The guy who loves you, don't like little toys like teddy bears, but he will always put the bear you gave him at his bed.

The guy who loves you, while quarrelling, he will apologize although you are the one who's wrong. But later, he will say " Baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself."

The guy who loves you, seldom say sweet words. But you know, his kisses have already transfer all his passion to you.

The guy who loves you , if he can't always see you, he will try to make himself busy so that he will not have any time to think of you. Because he knew, if he did, he will keep on missing you.

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saw this one someone's blog. sounds really true to me. well im glad i have found someone who does almost all of the above. haha. therefore i can conclude that he loooovvvveeessss meee! alot alot. hahaha =) right baby? muacks!

[[ . ]]* |4:03 PM|

back in hall! haha. went out to suntec for dinner last night. kenny rogers! haha. i love the cheesey marcroni or however u spell it. haha. loves. muahaha. i was already full before i finished my food. hmmm maybe i talk to much. then dear just sit and listen AND eat. think i am too talkertive. oh, and they increased the price! but nvm it was nice. haha.

went to the koi garden to take photos! again. haha we will always end up there whenever we're at suntec. photos! as usual this bendan of mine doesnt want to take photos. =( why!!!



and as usual he bo chap me when i want to take photos. BAH. horrible.

i always tell him that he's very pretty. haha which is true. i think he IS pretty. lol. but he'll say im nuts all the time. haha. cos i say i want to be as pretty as him! hahaha.

just watched part of beauty and the beast. listening to the song now. i have a thing for disney princesses too. i love them. now, i have almost all the disney cartoons that i used to love when i was young.

little mermaid
beauty and the beast
cinderella
aladdin
snow white and the seven dwarfs
sleeping beauty
(those are the princesses)
anastasia
the lion king

haha i love them all. my childhood. haha. and i would make my daddy or mummy watch with me. haha. watched it countless times already. look at the cartoons now. not as nice as before. even teenage mutant ninja turtles have the 'modern' version. yucks. i even had the turtle shell backpack! not forgetting my strawberry shortcake and care bears! spiderman too! =) haha. aiyah i still like the cartoons in the past better.

daddy taught me some stuff 2 nights ago. i feel like an idiot. i feel stupid. its like so simple but i just dont get it until he explained it to me. but when the prof lectures, i catch no ball. sighh. but my daddy is nice enough la. he said that he will explain everything to me again. sigh. for him, i will try my best to stay on. to pass everything well. he's too nice sometimes i feel bad. i mean i dont want to disappoint him. but sometimes its not that i can help it. i did study. sigh. he said that this week, he'll fetch me home and teach me after dinner. good in a way la. i can catch what he says better. but im afraid that he gets impatient with me. =( haha ok nvm. i am rambling on and on here. i just dont know how to express myself.

argh i forgot what i had wanted to type just now. nevermind.

useless post. just felt like tpying something. haha.

[[ . ]]* |1:18 PM|