The weekend passed so quickly! Met RuoXuan on Saturday and headed to ECP cos her company had some event there and she has to take a look. We ended up with free Maybelline eyeliners! :p Then headed to town for our usual shopping and catching up session.

Sunday afternoon was spent with Charlene and Kenny. :) Caught transformers and it was super nice! I wouldn’t mind watching it the second time. Lol. Had a late lunch and chatted randomly. Is it true that we girls like to think too much about something? But if we don’t think about it, how are we going to decide/conclude on it? And small issues to guys might be other wise to girls. Anyway, I miss chatting with both of them.

Michael Jackson passed away! :( I was very sad when I heard the news. Although I only know a handful of his songs, but I remembered watching his movies when I was young. Mummy will video record them, and I’ll re-watch them over and over again. Always in awe of his dance moves. It is rather sad to see him leave at such a young age. He will be missed.

Choosing FYP is tough. How to choose 8?!

Today’s the first time I did the dialysis for my grandma alone! I should start helping out more often. I was so afraid that I’ll mess up cos I usually have my mum or baby beside me.

Work tomorrow. Another week.

Is tired of wondering. Why must they play games? Where’s the sincerity? I don’t feel any.

Another year has passed. A date I cannot forget. Wound heels, but scars remains.

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‘Why do you talk/think about it when you don’t like it?’
Maybe I’m just trying to convince myself.

My daddy seems to be worried about who I’m going out with. That I’m hanging out with guys, yet he says that it is normal to be dating at my age. Lol. And his criteria?

1. Be a smoker.
2. Be at least 80% of his weight.
3. Have mobs of size 44A.
4. Have a stable job.
5. Have a car.
6. Fatter than all of us.
7. As loving to you as I am to your mummy. *beams* (cos mummy walked into the room. haha!)

Ok I hope he’s kidding about the first point cos that was the very first thing he said. Daddy can be so randomly funny sometimes. But one thing he said at the end,

‘It is your choice ultimately, you will be married to someone one day. Just make sure that he loves you.’

I hope so too…

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Patience and tolerance. I think I threw them out of the window.

I’m never good enough.

‘The Ultimatum’ ‘s theme song makes me wonder.

Many thoughts running through my mind.

A barrier so high no one can get over.

[[ . ]]* |9:50 PM|

Life has been good recently. Helped out at the recent M(phosis sale for 3 days, and having an office job now thanks to LiHui! :)

The sale was madness, the shop was so stuffy, and I wished I had blocked nose sometimes cos customer’s feet do smell. BUT, I managed to grab a pair of heels and slippers on 70% and a clutch at 50% off! Muahaha. I’m not complaining about that.

Working with friends is fun, especially during lunch time and slack-ing times. Lol. Gossiping and discussing about random issues. It makes me think/wonder what do I actually want. It is good to be single and I should enjoy the freedom that I have. Oh well…

Met up with Connie for dinner and coffee just now. Haven’t seen her in a year? Haha. I’m sorry girl, promise we will meet up more often ya. :) and KaiLin too, no more once a year catching up session! Hahah.

I feel that having a few close friends who will stand by you is more important than having many friends but not knowing who will be there for you. Some might disagree, but that’s my point of view. So, I’m glad to have this small circle of friends who are always there for me.

Have been in denial far too long for my own good.

FYP soon….

Shopping with LiHui even sooner! Bugis tomorrow!

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