Ahma has been in and out of the hospital. :( Hopefully she'll be discharged tomorrow!

Finally handed in the essay for the Changing Landscapes of Singapore.

Can't wait to trim hair, but unwilling to pay for it.

Played ball after a 2 week break. Aching all over.

Lots to study and haven't really started.

First paper is in 26 days.

Last paper is in 31 days.

Time to pull up my socks till my stomach.

Want to shop online.

Need to treat the baboon after hers and mine exams.

Want to get more slippers.

Needs to clean her room.

Super random.

[[ . ]]* |7:57 PM|

wahh another week has passed and its already week 10! =(

so much to study! so much to do! SS project due next monday.

studied with laoer at starbucks last saturday. haha. fluid mechanics sucks! shopped around after that and bought 2 necklaces of different colour but same design. haha. very pretty pieces and the length was just right for me. too long for her though. heeh.

freaking pissed that those sprees i joined got cancelled in the end. THREE of them. and now the stuff i want are out of stock. its super irritating! seriously. i really wanted those though not really needing them. never mind. save now, spend more during the holidays!

hopefully would be able to get out of singapore for a short trip. i hope!

meeting lydia and huijing for dinner tomorrow! :) 3 of us havent had a meal together in a longgg time.

back to researching!

pretty random.

[[ . ]]* |7:42 PM|

My bigass sister asked me to blog. -.-

Nothing much to blog about in the first place. As usual, life's filled with more downs than ups. Someone asked me why am i always making myself feel sad. Hmm. I'm too pessimistic for my own good. I always think about the negative side to everything. Seldom would i even think about how things/events would make me happy.

From now onwards, I'll just concentrate on my studies. Maybe just stay in the library until late then come back for dinner. Yup, guess I should do just that. I don't feel motivated at all. Ok, this coming week will be a better one. I will make it better! :)

Went out yesterday. Haven't felt like that in a long time. Caught the movie 'The Brave One' followed by dinner at Suki Sushi! The soft-shell crabs were damn nice la! haha. :) Realised that I haven't been shopping much in stores these few months. All my money's spent on food and online shopping! hahaha. It is always fun to receive mail. :)

Lots to study! Exams are coming pretty soon. :(
My heart is weak I admit.
The feeling like it is being stabbed a million times. Or the feeling it has like shattered glass.
I guess it is starting to build a defence. It will be stronger slowly.

[[ . ]]* |1:25 PM|

happy 21st PTL! :) ure the biggest le!

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Definition of Happy: Feeling / showing pleasure / contentment.

Feeling none of the above.
It hurts so much.
That familiar feeling.

[[ . ]]* |12:50 AM|

Time really flies!! It is already week 8. I better start pulling up my socks.

Attended Aron’s wedding last Saturday at a spa around Bishan/AMK area. Forgot the exact name. Well, only Dominique, Yilin, Jingting and me went for our batch! But anyhow, the couple was very sweet. The decorations were very nice and so were the very cute cupcakes. Oh and they had a lady who was playing the harp!



Last week passed in a blur. Good and not so good things happened. Rushed my stupid lab report. Didn’t know that it was so tough la! Boo. More things to do this coming week and I have to attend all my tutorials! And another lab on Friday. Sadness. Work load is piling up! I have to jiayou!

Had the first volleyball training on Friday and I’m totally worn out. I haven’t been exercising since the last IHG and now I’m aching all over. Seriously. And as usual, I’m super duper lousy. Sometimes I wonder where was the confidence I had a few years ago. Sigh. Practice lor.

Attended PTL’s 21st birthday party yesterday. You see all the hall people again. Somehow the feeling was different. Yup. I miss the level 6 short wing. Hope you like the present and had a fun time! Love ya!

Really hope that things will start to work out soon. I will work hard.

A sigh of relief.

[[ . ]]* |5:35 PM|