im back in hall! for today at least. haha. well today is already thursday and i havent got anything done. sigh. im a dead pig.

was at smu yesterday to so-called study. in the end, i was glued to my laptop. BAH. but the rom was a really nice place to study. alone. it is really condusive. just that i wasnt disciplined enough. anyway it was my cousin who helped me booked it. haha. i want to go back! but im too paisae to ask. lol.

met up with the 4BN people last saturday. cos adeline is back! or was back. haha. finally. after not seeing her for one year plus? and she said that the next time she comes back will be after she graduates. wahh. super long. haha. anw we had our usual meal of fish and co. with weechoon around, there will always be laughter. =) somehow, we're always talking about the same old stuff about secondary school. but we never seem to get sick of it.






went to send her off early monday morning. pictures are with her. it really feels nice to have friends to send you off at the airport. wonder if i leave will anyone come send me off. haha. wells. lol. supposed to study after that. but i was lazy! went home and nua-ed. haha.

tuesday night was arboling night. haha. it was an impromptu arrangment. lol. chuanming drove, with me and anli. met weijie and weechoon there. haha. the egg huay was not bad! i like. together with peanut tang yuan! my fav! hahaha.




look at my eyebags! horrible. its bigger than my eyes.

saw this cute baby there. was making funny faces at him. or her? haha anyway. he made funny faces back! so cute la! have a thing for cute fatfat chubby babies. haha. plus! he had exploding cheeks! wahaha im in love with him la! haha.


hmmm too small. what about a close up!


look at the face! haha. erm maybe he's not smiling la. but whatever his actions are, its just cute. lol =)

i hope things has changed for the better. i hope that i wouldnt be so niave and silly. time to open my eyes bigger and wake up. what he said isnt entirely wrong. it does make sense in a way. just that i was too stubborn to listen or to go think deep enough. sighh. well just ya. hope things are fine now. thanks ptl. ure always there to help me when im in deep shit. love ya! =) thanks for everything.

okies. after one and a half hour of cleaning my room, mopping the floor, washing clothes, changing bedsheets, cleaning waterbottles and cups, blogging, i guess its time to start work. but im tired! =( hahaha. aiyah better buck up woman! sigh.

gogogo =)

[[ . ]]* |11:20 AM|

buaya week has ended. and i got 2 boxes of chocolates, a bear and a tub of ice cream! hahaha. not bad la. i liked it. the whole shears hall were filled with posters, banners, 'ding qing zhi wu's and many many more. hand made, bought, painted, printed... u name it, they have it. and the mushiest poems that you can imagine, they have it there too. haha. fun. oh! and i recieved a green rabbit from daruis! hahaha huijing has one too. lol

nothing much went on this week. we were all busy doing stuff for our buayas and buayees. it was fun working together. our short wing was like a warzone. balloons, papers, scissors, stars, mats, everything. lol. but i like it. its cosy. =) helped lydia paint 2 banners. actually painting banners is fun. i liked it. or rather i don mind helping out la. haha

it was engine day today. went out with lydia. huijing didnt want to go. =( so sad. if only she went! but then she would go like,'aiyah don spend money la.' 'dont take a cab la, take bus' 'why want to do menicure, save money!' haha and can imagine her expression can. lol. we went to suntec first for lunch. PIZZA! =) loves. had baked pasta. i think their baked rice tasted nicer. went to buy present for shaoliang after that. its his birthday on saturday! HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY! =) bought a tortise and some sweets. headed to bugis after that for a menicure and pedicure for lydia. hahaha. we love to pamper ourselves. =) i did a french meni of maroon and sliver glittered top with some flower nail art. nice nice. lydia had purple toenails with flowery nail art too. we were so happy. hahaha. it was fun!



so blur. will take again tmr. haha.

went to chimes. walked around, passed present. lydia was very funny. shall not elaborate. if not she'll box me. hahaha. it was funny though. =)

chimes is really a beautiful place to dine. wide variety of food to choose from. very nice ambience. i want to go there again. weijie! *hinthint* hahaha. but well. maybe we'll have to eat grass for 1 month first. lol. kidding dear. but we sould visit there when we have the chance okies! =)

will be having lunch with adeline tomorrow. she's back from the US. da xiao jie man! hahaha. havent seen her for one year. wonder how is she now. lol. cant wait for the gathering. =) havent seen them in a while. lol. pictures! will be taking lots of them. i hope. i always seem to forget to take photos even though i brought my camera.

finally got my shorts from the stupid seller. she's a LIAR. will never deal with her again. she ignored my mail about returning my 4 bucks. anyway i have gotten my shorts. so BAH. buzz off. people like her should be banned from dealing online. oh i havent gotten my other pair of shorts. arghs. this is irritating. will messgae the person tomorrow.

mid term break. loads to do and study. my lab report! help. haha.

last thing. dear you know i love you. sooo... MUACKS! =)
u make me smile! ㋡

[[ . ]]* |12:37 AM|

a question to ask myself

quote
what kind of a girlfriend are you

great.
im a useless brainless senseless and a stupid girlfriend.

im never doing anything right.
everything i do goes wrong.
stupid actions and words.
insensitivity.
priorities.
stupid.
dense.

maybe i should really check out what does the above question means.
maybe i should really stop acting or being stupid or whatever.
maybe i should wake up from the nightmare.
maybe i really AM that dense.

bah.

sigh.

[[ . ]]* |10:46 AM|

this week passed in a blink of an eye. nothing much as happened. everything is just the same.

had buaya opening last night. got to buaya this senior. he's a nice person la. so im alright. haha. =) i received my FIRST note! from MISS ORE HUI JING! hahahaha. so happy. thanks woman. =) so sweet. and also a stalk of rose. every one received roses thanks to stanley and edward. haha. wonder if my buaya will do anything this year. if it was like last year, i'll be totally sian diao lor. sigh. luck i guess.

friendly on wednesday was quite fun. we had like a mini sports day before the friendly. basketball, floorball, soccer.. haha. played a total of 7 sets. the manager on the other side seemed strict. yucks. oh and janet said something i didnt realised.
she said,' you ah! put you with better players, you get complacent. put you with the alright players, you can play.'
haha come to think of it, it is partly true i guess. just wondering how come my performance is on and off. not consistant. lol. buck up girl.

OH i just remembered what i wanted to complain about. this irresponsible seller. i have been sending her emails and she hasnt replied any of them. the final one she replied was saying that she has already sent out and will check out from the aunty. that was on 6th sep and what is the date now? 15th. before that, she didnt reply my mails too. seriously. she's the most irresponsible seller i have dealt with. so i have decided to send her another mail. being the nice person that i am, i wrote it NICELY. my patience has limits.

dear girl,
im sorry for flooding you. but could you at least get back to me?
it has been more than 3 weeks.
i have no idea where the shorts are.
i made payment, extra payment, sent afew emails and hear no news from you.
as a responsible seller, could you kindly find out from whoever if they
have sent the shorts outand get back to me please.
thank you.
once again, sorry for the trouble.

she had better reply. if not i will leave millions of negative feedback for her. muahahah. well at least another seller was much more friendly and helpful. i msged her saying my shorts might be lost in the mail. she immediately replied saying she will check it out for me, hasnt had a lost mail before and will never allow it to happen and will get back to me this morning. true to her word, she replied me saying that it hasnt been sent due to some cockups. well. at least i know where my stuff is.

sorry for whining. haha. but you will meet all kinds of seller online. i hope the first one gets back to me. she had better.

weekend ahead. i miss dear.

sigh.

loads of tutorial to complete.

dead.

[[ . ]]* |1:47 PM|

omg look at the time man! i just woke up like 40 minues ago. and i havent eaten since 23 hours ago!

arrived at the national library at bugis at 10am yesterday morning. guess what. THE WHOLE STUDY LOUNGE WAS PACKED. FULL. arghs. i was so irritated. i woke up so early just to see that. BAH. so went to bras basar (or however you spell it) macs to study. from 10 to about 3.

then met dear for lunch! =) we had seoul garden!!!!! hahaha. i cant even remember when was the last time i ate that man! but i like! hahaha. cos its with him. lol. fun! actually we didnt eat alot. but i was super full! and for once, we have the whole bbq plate to ourselves instead of fighting with others. lol. we just cooked and cooked and i stuffed him with alot of food. hahah. then came ICE CREAM! the chocolate chip one was not bad. cos there were many many chips! hehe. our lunch ended at baout 5 plus. we're pigs. no correction, he's a pig. well at least MY feifei pig. =) walked around bugis to digest. haha

some random pics.



i like this one but he hates it. its like he cant be bothered with me.
just do what he's doing. haha.

met charlene and kenny at suntec. kenny's leaving on sunday to study at scottland and the next time he'll be back will be after 9 months? lol. i was too full to eat. that woman did the eating. then it was photo taking!! muahaha. most of the photos are still in his camera. waiting for him to send it over. and that woman ah. her eye bags can be compared to mine alr. no make up no whatsoever on her face. so unlike her before she got a boyfriend! haha. but aiyah natural beauty is the best right!

i missed her! miss the usual nonsense and loads of photo taking sessions at my house last year. lol. funfunfun. and of cos i miss shopping with her! =) going out on saturday! i hope. to get materials to make necklaces. the one she showed me last night was super pretty! i love it. the colour combination was fantastic. my favourite. different shades of blue and some green and brown here and there. i want it too! hahaha.


my bestest friend! 11 years of friendship!!! =)


char said this picture is classic.
the look on our faces is so US. haha

oh! ptl and me took some photos of the stary thingy we bought on tuesday! =) she bought blue, aunty got pink and i bought purple. hehe. it was just a small something for all 3 of us. since the level 6 short wing girls had to print out 10 things that they like, me and lydia decided to use the stars!




going home tonight! steamboat! muahaha. havent eaten that in a long time. and daddy's leaving for cheena again on sunday afternoon. he's always flying. sigh. like i said long ago. even though he always scolds us, he's still one super duper daddy we love. =)


my beloved daddy and his "WHAT YOU WANT' look. =)

[[ . ]]* |1:46 PM|

freak.

whatever i freaking typed is gone and cannot be recovered.

*screams*

if only i could.

DAMN.

[[ . ]]* |1:03 PM|

why do i feel that my mouth always gets me into trouble?! sigh nothing i say seems to come out the right way. i broke promises, i dont practice what i preach. sigh. help. i feel like a lousy person sometimes. or rather most of the time.

was reading a friend's blog. why must people always hide why they are feeling? guess its for the better for people around them. i dont deny that i hide my emotions most of the time. like when im angry or unhappy, of cos i wouldnt show it. who would?! im not those AA person. i'd smile and try to be happy most of the time. =)

anw i bought 2 belts last friday!!! hahaha. im happy. really. got a discount too! maybe its cos the seller knew teckwee? lol. thanks man. caroline and i bought 2 belts each. about 10+% off each belt. =) one for $11.50. its reasonable. and the belts are really very pretty! =) should have bought my butterfly belt in school. then i would have a dicount too.

had SNDCC dinner on thursday. i feel stupid wearing so nice in hall for dinner. but the place was very nicely decorated i must say. =) and my date gave me a sunflower and a box of chocolates! =) so nice! and my gift?! a pair of boxers. hahahaha. thanks to delfine and the rest. haha. but its for fun la. the events at MPSH wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. everyone had fun! im glad i didnt miss the dinner this time. =) im still waiting to get some photos!!! its everywhere. i regret not bringing mine. arghs!!

meeting dear. i cant wait. sigh. im sorry to always that my action doesnt match my words. will work on it. havent gone out with him in a longgg time. and i havent been to town since afew weeks ago! hahaha. shopping? lol

im buried under tutorials. lectures are boring. but i will work hard!

this post is incoherrent. i dont know what im talking about.

BAH.

[[ . ]]* |2:00 AM|