14 months together already! =)

i am aching ALL OVER. havent been exercising in a long longggg time, hence the aches. =(

was handball goalkeeper on friday night for parts of the match. FIRST time.
played hocky today. 3 matches. FIRST time too!
they said i did not bad! and i should consider changing my key sports. haha

got wacked on my toe by a senior. its damn bloody painful la! i wanted to faint. i can feel the pain in the 2 toes. help. and my stupid shoe is falling apart! i can feel blisters forming on my feet. and there's volleyball tomorrow morning. hope xue ying can make it on time to help out since mae and xiuyi cant make it. its going to be tough but well. just try our best i suppose. =)

goal keeping is actually quite fun. but some balls are really just WAH. i have no idea how to save them. i even held 2 hands together like recieving when a ball was being shot. quite fun i suppose. haha. hockey, one sport that needs damn bloody lot of stamina! something which i do not have. maybe thats why im the forward. just stay at one area and wait for the ball to come, aim, strike! haha. heng heng managed to shoot in 3 goals. =) im satisified.

the others in the team did damn well too! if not for the support and good defence, we wouldnt have won the girls champs! =) eh aunty ore is not bad ok! hahaha. dont think she's always so slow motion. on court is different ah. aiyah lydia wasnt there! i bet she would be screaming her head off. hahaha.

this year's freshies are quite sporting! everyone is willing to try and play. to put in their best. im happy for them =) jiayou! seniors jiayou too! hahaha

oh! i have a date for SNDCC!! yeah! so im not that lousy afterall. hahaha. kidding la. but well he was from cac camp. so yup sort of knew him from last year. but i cant wear heels. so ya need to go home to get clothes and a nice pair of flats!

sigh school work is piling up. i have to get started soon.

cant wait to go out with dear tomorrow! =)

[[ . ]]* |12:13 AM|

been feeling kind of lethergic about things these few days. and its affecting not only me but the people around me too. like weijie and ptl. sigh. i guess is my mentality about stuff that has been going on. though i always say that i dont bother, but somehow or another, i will feel troubled by it. so what i have on my mind now is just to bo chap and do my stuff. study hard and get good grades.

just completed my programming lab 0. yeah! that means i dont have to wake up at 7 next wednesday to go for the lab session! yeah! muahaha. sigh but quite sian also. the people have already submitted programs long ago and there are already so many questions posted up on the forum. have to catch up already! and going to read my text book later.
i still cant believe that i cant find my stupid textbook! i dont want to buy another!! cos i know i have it somewhere. sigh. if not it would be $ wasted again. damn. DAMN.

from now onwards, my blog would become all wordy and boring.

im going to be a NERD. MUGGER. and stay in my room the whole day studying. IF i can. hahaha. but have to anyway. taking so few modules and if i still dont score, i really dont know what else to say.

sigh.

one thing to look forward too later. SUBWAY!! muahaha. my favourite! love the cookies too. thank god for subway IN nus! hahaha. meeting aunty later for lunch. cant wait! just wondering how am i going to bite the sandwich with my rubberband tied metal teeth. i will definately be slower than aunty. haha.

[[ . ]]* |12:44 PM|

school started this week. quite alright i must say. read through parts of my notes already. planning to go slow and steady. GOGOGO. guess i have to put in a thousand times more effort this semester. cant believe i misplaced my textbooks! arghs. im going home to dig everything out and read through them.

missed the times ptl, aunty ore and i nuaed on each other's bed. talking and gossiping. lol. this sem, we're all going to be NERDS. but well. we'll see about that. aunty's boyfriend made an interesting comment about the 3 of us. we're LOL. haha. bet you cant guess what that means. =)

sigh. i dont know what to think about hall life now. just take things as it goes. do my work. do my stuff. thank god i have ptl and aunty. what is life without them man. maybe we'll have more impromptu shopping and ktv sessions. lol. and maybe also jump into any empty merc cab? lol

i dont want to forsee what the next few months will bring.
i just want to study hard and get my grades up so i can stay on next semester.

help.

[[ . ]]* |4:20 PM|

back in my room. sigh. school has started already. its the first day of school and my lessons starts at 2 and ends at 6. damn sian la. im going to attend physics lecture alone. scary man. pray for me. haha.

fireworks on saturday was damn good. even better than on tuesday's. lol. loves. especially the last part where the whole sky was filled with fireworks. enchanting! my stupid camera could only take vidoes of 30 seconds each. arghs. going to ask wj to get from his friends. theirs is the full version. will upload it when im free. then again, im always free. haha.



FIREWORKSSS!!!













loves the fireworks. if only there were every other weekend. =)

anyway, my hair is a horrible colour now. its disgusting. is supposed to be dark in colour. not like what it is now. faint. thanks to my mummy, who asked me to leave it on for 1 hour 20 min. cos she's afraid that the colour will not come out. faint. big mistake. and thanks to my highlighted parts. its even brighter. faint. but i have to say that this brand makes your hair softer. really! bigen silk touch. its not bad. =)

my aunty is damn petty. my mum and us go to her house every wkend to visit my ahma. this time i went here to colour my hair, and she couldnt sit still, why? cos she's afraid that we will dirty her place. please lor. nag and scold. arghs. cannot dye in peace. and when one drop fell onto the floor, she da jing xiao guai. said, its marble flooring, the stain will not be removed. huh. my xiaoyi used tissue and it came off. *rollseyes*

hungry hungry hungry.

my room is in a mess as usual.

shit.

[[ . ]]* |10:28 AM|

i freaking deleted all the messages in the inbox. great! im loving it.


[[ . ]]* |6:05 PM|

im back! muahaha. had a fun filled 2 days. =)

tuesday, went to see fireworks with dear. nice nice nice. i love fireworks! LOVES. lol ok im nuts. but i think that they're really very beautiful. very enchanting. its like you never want it to end. =) i want to go see it again on saturday! took some photos but i forgot to bring my card reader to hall! arghs. will try to post them up when im home. =)

wednesday went with wj and his teammates to marina for steamboat and shun bian see if were lucky enough to see the fireworks for the national day celebration at the national stadium. well managed to see part of it. cos the trees were blocking MOST of it. but it was nice anyhow.

dinner was not as filling as i thought but fun la. his friends are very nice people i must say. how differently they behave from people in university. how carefree they are. maybe it is because of the age difference. sigh. i want to go back to being a teenager. lol. i asked dear why are they like that, he said might be cos they like to entertain themselves? hahaha. they are really a funny bunch of people. never fail to crack each other up.

after dinner, some went to play CS while others went to play pool. i dont know how to play either so i just sat there and chatted with some of them. haha. interesting people to talk to.

a debate on how complicated girls are. are we girls really that complicated?
this guy said, actually they are not complicated if you know what they want. but, it is very complicating to even figure excatlly what they really want.
true? lol.
another said, they're simply complicated. -_-

being a girl, of cos i would be biased and say that girls are not complicated. but well i do have to admit that we're not THAT easy to figure out. so i agree with what the first guy said. lol. somehow or another la. it does make sense right?

then again, it isnt easy to figure out what guys are thinking sometimes too!! haha. so i guess it boils down to how well one understands his/her partner. haha. i have to continue learning.

hmmm guys can be very chi qing too. one of them has waited 2 years for this girl and is still waiting. another is waiting for his chance to happen in 2 weeks after the girl's exams. third one is waiting for 2 days to see if there is still any hope for him and the girl he likes. sighh. WEI why didnt weijie wait for me?! why didnt i play hard to get! hahaha. then maybe he would have done sweeter things for me. hehe. guess i shouldnt keep thinking that guys are strong and can take on anything. instead, i should learn to see the softer side of them. the more vounerable side. =)

oh ya, i have to thank my sister, LIM WEI YING, for getting me a minature bottle of davidoff perfume for no reason. according to her. hahah. thank you.

[[ . ]]* |3:26 PM|

the cycle repeats.

america's next top model is showing soon! next monday night at 10pm! yeah! and damn it i know who the winner is already. stupid website. BAH. anyhow i will still watch it faithfully every monday night. muahaha. =)

this blog is getting boring. all ramblings and no substance. no pictures too. sigh. im going to take alot of pictures today and post them up.

blog is a place where u vent your frusturations and share your happiness. well at least it is to me. then, you are restricted due to certain issues and you cant type out your thoughts. maybe i should learn from charlene and return to the pen and paper days. so fun!

i remember writing an entry almost everyday! lol. about stupid stuff la. arguements, friends, BOYS, sports blah blah blah. was reading through one of such daries and laughing at myself. how niave i was, how guai i was, how a model student i was. hahaha. and of cos, how BORING my secondary school life was. *rollseyes* i was really very guai, did my homework(ok most of the times), uniform neat, normal bra colour, sometimes with shades of blue. hahaha. my class girls are known for having 'rainbows'. lol. i think those entries about my crushes were really funny. like i always say, one must have at least one eye candy in school. motivation to go to school ma! =)

realised my school life was super boring after listening to my friend's stories. i didnt dare to do anything funny cos i was too afraid to get into trouble. sighh. i should have just gone right ahead and have fun man. why stop myself?! the only time i got into trouble was in sec2 when this stupid arse teacher scolded me during reading period cos i was reading someone else's composition. shit her. READING. i wasnt writing or what. spoilt my record. haha. then the same teacher confiscated the volleyball cos we were playing in class.

sec2 was the only havoc time i had. haha. we were the first batch to use that classroom and it was totally destroyed by US! muahaha. cupboard doors detached, curtains torn, fans almost dropping that we were afraid that our heads will come off, tables spiltting cos of yongsheng's famous cyote 'bartop' dance, door handles coming off. haha. it was quite fun actually. sigh. i miss secondary school days.

yup. maybe once in a while, i should write instead of type. you should try it too.
only then will you realise how beautiful your handwriting is. hahaha.

will write next time.

nice weather. i'll go nua on my bed for now. =)

[[ . ]]* |11:03 AM|

yeah! new skin! strawberries! muahahaha. abit plain though. but the picture of the strawberry is nice. haha. =) im happy.

missed the fireworks last night. sighh. i want to watch the fireworks display! i love fireworks. just makes me smile. but it doesnt last long. nice things doesnt last. well afew minutes of it is nice too. =) i cant wait to go watch it soon.

had dinner with a chinese family last night. erm. not a very good experience i think. cos i dont speak good chinese. i dont know how to express what i want to say. and well, they ONLY understands chinese. faint. this shows how lousy we are. have to say that my sisters and i will have to brush up our mother tougue soon. we'll be laughing stocks if we dont.

i hope this coming week will never end. i want it to last forever. haha.

i miss the sweets we used to eat when we were in primary school from those mama shops behind the school!! remember beebee, ringpop or sth. the one with the sweet on a ring and we can even wear the ring! and push pops! hahaha. PUSH A PUSHPOP! =) suddenly thought of it. really brought back memories. haha.

i will try my best to make things work. sorry.

[[ . ]]* |5:05 PM|

FINALLY! haha. 90% done with the packing of my room. im satisified. hehe. its neat! for now la. haha. but yup. still not sure if i wana change the orientation of my bed and table. abit troublesome and im lazy. guess i'll just leave it the way it is until im sick of it.
washing clothes is a hassle. up and down 6 levels to check if its done, then put it in the dryer. on a bad day, i have to go up and down about 4-5 times. eeerrr.

well got to study soon already. since all my stuff are more or less here. nothing much going on. im not in the orientation camp thingy. im in hall, which is quite inaccessible. so i'll just stay in my room and rot! haha. want to shop. but then again, im overbudget and im waiting for the outing next week! =) cant wait. sure will spend money buying rubbish stuff. want this and that. haha but it'll be fun shopping with ptl and aunty. =)

just wished i could see wj more often. i mean im in the west, he's in the east. siann. how to meet up often! =(

the sun is bright, the wind is strong, and im going to take a NAP! muahaha. after lunch. =)

[[ . ]]* |12:04 PM|

been very lazy to blog. nothing much to say. or maybe im just too lazy. haha

well last saturday, went to sentosa with the usual crowd with the special appearance of miss JOANNE lim. haha. its like the second time she went with us to sentosa. lol. but she had to leave early. hmm i guess i got a good exercise man. we were playing from the time we reached till about 5 plus. with afew short breaks in between. tiring man. great exercise. haha. for a fatfat me. =) too bad dear didnt go. i thought it was quite fun. eugene was talking nonsense la! keep making fun of alvin till he wanted to faint. lol. damn funny. we were'nt spared either. haha.

left for dinner with wj at parkway. love the chicken rice! hehe. walked around before i had to leave for siyun's birthday celebration at Kbox. it was damn funny and fun la. as usual the guys were damn cartoon. but this time, there were only chuanming kevin weijie siyun and me. anli is not in spore! wells. the guys voices were higher than mine! which shows that i only can sing male songs. haha. and the all time fav 'ai bu pa'! haha. high la! then came the birthday cake. kev and cm sang a song for siyun. i bet she was damn touched. =)





our birthday cakes always end up horribly.
but it was still fun.

moved into hall yesterday. my room is so clean now. why? cos i got help from my mummy and maid! muahahaha. my room was clean thoroughly. and its is at its neatest point. cos i havent moved all my things in YET. lots more in lydia's room. lol.

she was admitted to NUH. visited her in the morning. haha had so much to talk about. lol. cant wait for her to come back. and our plan of shopping and ktving through the night. 3 of us. excited. i hope it will be done. maybe next week before school starts.

watched the lake house. hmm thuoght that it was quite sweet. but it will never happen in real. lol. sandra bullock and keanu reeves. good looking people! *drools* the lake house itself looks very nice. made of glass and nice surroundings. hmmm oh and im in love with the song, 'This Never Happened Before' by Paul McCartney. =) its like a lullaby. go listen. maybe it was the movie that made it nice. haha anw its on repeat on my player.

then again, school is starting. sian.

study hard!

i wana buy stuff to decorate my room! i'll make sure that its not going to be very messy this semester! muahahaha. i hope. wondering if i should change the orientation of my bed though.

my lipsmacker is here! lol. not as bad as i thought. hahaha.

[[ . ]]* |3:46 PM|