hmm this morning was very sian. gg out soon. but its raining. meeting bren ltr. haha. she's gg to study and im gg to read. surprising rite. havent reli sat down at a coffee house and read for a very long time. at the same time we can bitch and talk about the stupid guys in our lives. we're sort of in the same situation. suppsoed to forget this guy, but we cant do it. or cant bear to do it. haha. yup. but! we're trying.

msged him online just now
me: hey so when u gg overseas?
him: 8 june
(den i didnt reply)
him: sorrie. i go have my lunch first. brb.
me: sorry?
and he didnt reply alr. haha expected.

what more can i expect frm him? nothing i suppsoe. haha. its just a thought. but im happy that he even bothered to reply. mayb he wants to tell me that he's not interested anymore. well. wish me luck then. his overseas trng trip forever delaying, either that, he's trying to fake me. wtf. rlei lor. haha. nvm. i'll get over this period. its tough. cos he gave me high hopes and made me like him. asshole. no thanx to him im feeling like this. BLEAH

. monochromed life .

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