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Monday, May 30, 2005



my stupid zen micro is spoilt! damn it. im so pissed off. wad the hell is wrong w it?! arghs!! now im misuc-less and bored like shit. cousion said that she doesnt have the warrenty card oso. and that if i want to repair it, i have to go all the way to jurong east to get it done. wth. i dont live in JE thanx. haha but she' nice la. she's gg to help me ask ard. haha =)

went out w bren yesterday. hmm spend $ again. as usual. haha bought the body shop oceanous body mist. $9.90 only! so just buy and keep. im not gg to pay like $19.90 for that bottle again. hahaha. cheapskate me i know. who cares! went shopping basically. bought a bikini but i doubt i'll ever wear it with all my fats oozing out. hahaha. the ONLY time i will wear it...hmmm mayb when im tanning at my grandma's hse swimming pool. PROVIDED there's no one there. heeh. but i didnt get the one that i liked. of fine, mayb cos my boobs are too big. bleah. but than again, mine's not the biggest lor! stil have other's bigger den mine leh. hahaha. don want the tanlines. =( den again, im not wearing spag strap so cannot see de. haha

retail therapy doesnt work for me. i have spent like 200bucks over the wk since last sat. i feel so broke. damn it. bought too many things alr la. hahaha. and im paying all myself. this is bad. and aft spending so much, im still feeling like shit. >.<>

having the interview later! im so bloody nervous!! help! even though my dad has alr helped me prepare a list of questions, im still nervous! hahaha. and the prof Lee Thong See replied my mail only this morning at 10am lor. wad the hell. im alr in the office! hahaha. and he asked me to bring documents. like Alvl cert, Olvl cert, CCA records and other revalent documents. thanx man. i have to make an extra trip home. cos i only brought my Alvl documents. arghs. hahaha its ok. im fine. lol so i got to leave at 1250 ltr.

was online last night for 2 hrs. he didnt even come and talk to me. am i so insignificant? i feel so weird. den i opened a window and just stared at his nick and his photo. haha. dumb right. just stared lor. but hmm at least im feeling slightly better now. like i know he bo chap me. den im trying my best not to think abt him la. though its quite difficult. haha

i'll do my best for the interview later. i dont want to throw my father's face. i feel more confident that in the past. mayb cos i have gone through some job interviews and all.. calling ppl up. somehow increases my confidence slowly. =) BUT, im still nervous. hahaha. wad crap. i hope i do well for this. i really do. pls pray for me..


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