had a scare of my life this morning. haha. dad told me that there was some mix up at nus office of admissions. and that they might not want me alr. i was stunned. fine. cos, apparently there was this person, who was overly concerned about my being admitted to mechanical engine just becos my dad is there. great! now the whole world knows that i am kblim's daughter. and its not very nice cos i'll alr be sterotyped. (isit what that its call?) i hope that when i start studying there, the lecturers will not pick on me and stuff. really dont want to throw my father's face. hai thats one reason why i dont wan to go to nus. but since i have made the decision, bo bian. oh ya, prof lim email my dad saying,'u can relax now, still u have to work with cenying to ensure that she does well when sch starts in august.' stressed? of cos la! like wtf. who wouldnt be? haha. help me someone. i really want to do well and show that im not that dumb. but wanting to do well and being able to do well are 2 different things.

besides me, heard that there will be another 2 gals in nus mech enging. they're other lecturers' daughters. haha. but they're smart ok! straight As? and wad did i get?! BCC. i bet they havent seen a C in their life! hai. sometimes cant help but feel that im dumb. haha.

cut my hair yesterday. i look so goondo! i look weird man! oh nooo.. want to hide at home for 2 days. haha but of cos cannot la. arghs. i swear im not gg to cut my frindge that short anymore! =( haha. its reli bad. but lene and bren said its alright. haha. just that im not used to it. yup i'll stick to my old hairstyle nxt time. haha.

first time bren and lene met. haha. they hit it off quite well. im glad =) haha. cos i was afraid that they couldnt click. thank god. it was fun la. haha. took pictures, laughed and crapped. haha. not bad! enjoyed their company! haha. oh! and all 3 of us are nuts over sham! wahaha. he's so cute! i mean he's one of the most handsome malay-chinese guy i have ever met! he's reli very good looking! haha. *drools i knew bren was. hahaha. wanted to take a photo with him. but he was busy. too bad then. haha. shopped abit too. bought another bikini. great. like i need so many for wad?! hahah but it was 18bucks. not bad lor rlei. haha. so why not right. haha. 3 of us shared a changing room. took photos oso! haha. i felt so out of place. haha. i was like their bodyguard! both of them so thin. lol. but well, my build is like tt. bo bian. haha. =) saw maia there oso! took a photo w her. she was very friendly! =) and her son was very cute. she was very short. 3 of us were towering over her lor. haha. but it was nice la.

that guy is gg overseas tmr. dono if he is lying to me again. haha. but i dont rlei want to bother about him la. i mean if he was sincere, he would have called, or even msg. but he didnt. so i gathered he cant be bothered. haha. well at least i think that there are other guys out there. like jy's fren. he sounds very cute. so shy. haha i think he was nervous talking to me. lol. he even told me that he was shy lor. haha. i think its so cute. opps. but im not reli sure how he looks like. well he drives. thats good. lol. so i get driven instead of driving? ya i know im dreaming again. haha
so in total for now, there are 6 strangers..
stranger A - k
stranger B - c
stranger C - sl
stranger D - gz
stranger E - zq
stranger F - b
wads the point of having so many 'strangers' when u fancy none of them?! ok, mayb one la. but he's not interested. so the others wun sound as interesting alr right? haha. ya my theory. wad rubbish..

nothing much to blog alr. just me rambling on and on and on and on. haha

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