haha yes im offically red light now. meaning im happily attached. for now. hahaha. yups. *grinning like a nut*

rmb yesterday i thought he wasnt interested in me wadsoever alr? ya, actually he was. but i think that he thought it was too fast for everything. cos there was one point online where he said, 'ive got a secret to tell u. i know wad ppl are thinking if i really put in the effort.' i was like oh ok, den ? he said,'we've only known each other for less than 2 days and we havent really CONNECT.' i replied,' ok i think i know wad ure talking abt' changed topic aft tt. i changed my nick to whywunetearscomewhenifeellikecrying haha. nuts i know. nvm. he asked me wad happened. i told him abt sl. then i think he sian diao. he changed his nick too. kept asking him why was he suddenly so bored and quiet? he said' lets say im interested in u, den u told me sth which made me think, made me lose my patience almost instantly. of cos i'll get sian' forced him to say who was it. obviously it was me.. but well. talked about stuff la. said quite alot. i don feel like elaborating. lazy. but bottom line, everything was alright when i went offline. =)

msged at night while watching spiderman. sweet guy man. so much nicer den sl. =) i could feel myself melting inside. i called him at abt 11 plus and talked till 2 plus. kana scolded my grandma. she thinks im mixing with bad company cos i talk on the phone late at night. i kept telling her its not bad company la. stop it. got quite irritated la. like wads the big deal? bleah. fine nvm. she thinks im talking on the phone with a guy. fine. she's right anyway. haha. talked to wj quite a bit la. mostly is rubbish and him suaning me. dumbdumb.

i knew he was gg to msg me aft he put down the phone, and he did. he said.
actually i wana ask u would u give me a chance to love u =x u can take ur time to give me an ans. =) u slp tight sweetie. nights. miss ya.
i agreeded la. i liked him alot. really. im NOT desperate ok.
he replied : heex. frm now on, every 27th on each month is a day to remind ourselves =) muackx! heex. i love u dear. i wished u were here now. =)

hmm i know i rushed into this one, but i really dont mind. eventhough he's 10 months younger then me. but somehow i feel that he's matured in a way la. plus points? he's tall, not bad looking(to me), doesnt drink, doesnt smoke, doesnt club, caring enough to bring a jacket for me cos he's afraid that i'd be cold. i was touched la. i asked him abt it. he said that he thought it was wad guys shd do? diaozz. i told him abt my guy friends. cos they cant be bothered. haha.

went out for breakfast and movie just now in the morning. asked him where were his friends, he said that they chaseed him away so he could spend time with me. =) haha. fred could tell tt he was interested in me. smart guy. so he knew alr la. dumb dumn. even asked wj if he asked me alr. haha. win alr lor. so we had macs breakfast tgt. he was so funny. i look at the way he eats! omg, its so si wen! and im not used to it. cos when i eat, reli no image lor. haha. so sweet. like small boyboy like tt. =) aft tt we went to get tickets and then walked ard TM. like there's anything nice there. haha.

movie started at 12. -_- initial D was not bad la. i likeed the racing parts. quite cool. and there's zhou jielun! wahahaha. so cool lor. i like him. yups. we leaned close la. i wore his jacket. there's this smell.. thinks its his washing powder ba. he held my hand nearing the end of the show. he was cold too lor. still said i was cold.

i like the way he puts his arms ard my waist
i like the way he talks to me
i like the way he shyly looks away
i like the way he pretends not to look at me

haha. wait till i find out more to write. but the feeling is very nice. ok NICE again. fine. nvm. hahaha. mtg him for dinner aft work. at tampines again. sian. but nvm la. i don mind. haha. as long as i can see him. somehow i miss him alot. haha. surprisingly. mayb cos we just got tgt, tts why will miss him. but nv had this feeling before. =) he will send me home later. want to take more photos with him! so cute. if lene sees the way he dresses, she will think tt he's a poser. but i like him just the way he is. he's frm duman sec too! knows mw they all la. haha. i think they will faint if they knew i was tgt with him. haha i like his shy shy expression. =) asked him to eat more. so will be more huggable. haha i think his shoulders are broader den me. and he's taller. im about at his nose when i stand beside him, without heels. haha.

i havent told him about my family. that they don like me to have a bf, and def will not support me. especially my grandma. mayb my mum wun mind. but well. my dad will freak. i dont want this to be kept 'undercover' like the first one. come to think about it, when im staying in hall and when sch starts, i only can see him once a wk? unless we meet up at some place. and wad about when he goes to army? even worse. then when im having my exams and need to study? omg. im so dead. i think this period wil be the most difficult to pass. both of us have to be understanding towards each other. hmm then again, im thinking too much. cos we just started out only leh. haha those events will happen only 2 yrs later. enjoy the moment.

ITS ALL ABOUT YOU =)

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