i saw him online last night. wanted to msg him on msn.but thought otherwise. sms him instead.

me: u might or do find me irritating. always asking u stupid questions. haha. can feel tt u cant be bothered much alr. i get the message. thanx alot for the memories. haha u take care while on ur trip ya. =)
him: i am not. seriously.. btw. thanz. nite.
me: ure not wad?
him: nothin. dont get the wrong idea. dats wad i can say. nite.
me: haha. i have no idea thats y im asking. ure not giving me any direction at all. yup. haha. u take care. nights.

fuck him man. wad the hell? don get the wrong idea abt wad?!
dont get the wrong idea about u liking me?
dont get the wrong idea about u not liking me?
dont get the wrong idea about u finding me irritating?
dont get the wrong idea about u not bothering abt me alr?
dont get the wrong idea about u giving me so much hope and none of them true?
dont get the wrong idea aobut u sweet talking and planning abt e future but all of them a lie?

damn it man. no thanx to u im feeling like shit everyday. so many other strangers coming ard but i didnt even give them a second look cos all i could think about wad u? haha. wad a dumb arse i am. pls laugh at me. wahahaha. however happy i look on the surface, im bleeding inside. (wah i sound as if i was really hurt by a guy who cheated on me -_- ) but ya, wad im trying to say is that, just tell me if ure really not interested anymore!! i dont want to see that we cant even end up as friends! bleah. and i think that is wads happening now. too bad for me then. cos im the one who likes him now. and not the other way round. arghs. bastards shd burn in hell.

stranger F is totally a nono. he looks so ugly and gay! eeeks! so wad if he drives?! i can find other ppl who can drive me ard! haha. like. .. my daddy! heeh. but no la. i don think i want la. he looks weird. ok im being bitchy and mean but i dont care! saw his frnster photos. haha. i was like ERM... i think better not give him any hope alr. even dw is so much better looking then him. i like his hair! looks nice on him! haha. but he's not rich. lol. im not trying to be materialistic. its just a passing comment. but have to say that he looks much better den when i saw him last yr. haha. ok im making no sense here. as usual. cos i am so fed up.

bloody creature that uses its gills to breathe. im NOT gg to give in to u ok. u giant IT. arghs. ure always pissing me off. or mayb its cos i cant stand u so im always finding things to pick on u. haha. too bad. who asked u to step on my toes?! bleah to u. i don care. haha.

stupid blogger cocked up. dont want to type alr! haha. its all about stupid IT. bleah.

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