went to sentosa yersterday with my sec sch frens. the 6 of us.haha. cos ade is back in spore! suppsoed to meet at 10.haha but we went into sentosa only at 12 plus 1!haha.thanx to bob. but he was driving la. so it was alright. damn shuang la.don need to walk there.and it was a merz. wah if only i could drive. but if so, the lives of sindaporeans would be in danger.hahaha. played matches with some cocky people. they think that they're damn good. oh pls, u have a vb player here ok! bleah. they were damn noisy and damn proud. wadever la.haha. but there was this guy in the other team, quite quiet, looks pleasent and tall.. he was not bad. i liked! ahha. kept looking at him. lol and another who looked like randell tan. haha. met 2 other frens for dinner at kenny rogers. havent had that in a long time!haha. as usual, the guys were talking crap. i reli miss the times in sec school. =( and all of them are gg ntu. im not kidding. only me. great! -_- bob sent us home aft tt.

after one whole afternoon at sentosa, i have not become tanned, not bornt. instead, i came back with 2 huge bloody blisters on my heels! i cant walk at all lor.haha.damn painful. arghs

oh a happier note, miss lim and me are gg to the cultural camp tgt! hahaha. i thought that it was 5 days in centosa. ya right. haha. it was only one. and they're gg clubbing. i havent been to one before! how sua ku can i get. talked to this person, shd be one of the grp leaders la. and i have no idea wad was his name. jo and me kept asking him questions. haha i think he's irritated. but who cares! thats wad we're good at right? =) up till now, i cant find anyone who wants to go the engine camp. arghs. cos why?! everyone else that i know is gg to ntu. frm my class, i only know tt jo, xc, ardi, mark and me are gg nus. bleah. and only me and ardi taking engine. i think im gg to die horribly there. pls pray for me.

i can feel my patience dying out. he's just not doing anything. and letting me wait here like an idiot. haha. i still have no idea why i miss him so much and that i have so much patience towards him. but theres a limit to everything. including this. it has been like one month since i talked to him on the phone and i doubt he cares. i even typed a msg:
been looking at the msges that u sent me last time. wondering if they were true or just pleasing to read. missed the times we talked on the phone. havent talked to u for almost a month. haha.just wanted to know that if u're not interested, pls cry me a river, build me a bridge so that i can get over it.
haha sounds silly right. should i be bold and send him this? i think i will. and he's gg overseas trng on the 8th and thats on wed. haha. shd settle this once and for all.. he is always giving me excuses that he cannot make it and stuff AT NIGHT. like its basic manners to inform someone that u cannot make it right? wrong. apparently he doesnt get it.

trying to get myself out of this shit

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