why am i so affected that he's online now? my heart always skips a beat when i see his msn nick pop up. =) haha dumb arse i know. i admit that i still think of him. but not as much as before alr. he said he was gg for 3 wks. but its only the 2nd wk and he's back in spore. whywhywhy. haha. mayb he's talking to another of his galfriends now. bleah wake up darling. this feeling is not nice at all. and i hope no one will feel the same as i do.

spent like 20bucks on cab! bloody hell. took a cab to nus and back to suntec during lunch tim just now cos i need to pay a fee for appication of hostels. haha. great. the cab fare costs more the the fee itself. -_- wad a waste of money. those cab drivers better thank ppl like me. if not where will theor money come frm.

meeting lw for dinner later. haha scared that we will not have anything to talk about.. but chin asked me don be so silly. sure wil have one. haha im always afraid of the same issue - topics to talk about. cant help it. but i mean, we're just frens, shd have more to talk abt right. haha. and i know tt when im nervous, i'll have alot to say. hehe. ok. just keep cool. he's coming to suntec. wonder if he's driving or not. haha.

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