met him on fri aft my camp, and got caught by my grp mates! hahah they saw me across the road. so cannot reli see him tt well. haha. heng. we wanted to watch all about love? ya. but it was sold out! haha. so we decided to take bus rides. we took 7 to clmenti! and had dinner there. saw meiqing. and yes, my SP was frm her grp. -_-. don bother. haha.

then we took 7 back to my house. omg tt took like 2 whole hours man!! but i enjoyed every moment of it. he was very nice and caring. he knew i was tired and kept asking me to sleep. his arms wraped ard me. it was v comfortable! hahaha. yes and i did doze of at some points. he was si xin enough not to move alot in case i woke up. haha.

we talked on the phone on one of the nights. cant rmb when. he was telling me about his past. girlfriends and all. hmm im very glad that at least he bothered to tell me all these himself instead of me finding out myself and getting all the wrong stories. he hesistated alittle before deciding to tell me stuff. =) its alright. as long as its coming out frm his mouth.

met him again yesterday. went to the library before gg to his house. his dog is SOOO cute! haha her name is mimi. keep licking me! sounds disgusting la. but heeh. haha it was fun. saw his parents! omg. i tot it was his sister. cos the mum looked so young! she's only 38? ya. thats like 10 years younger den my mum! wahaha was wondering if it was a shotgun marriage. opps. haha lene la! keep asking. hmm the dad was also very young! haha. not bad looking for his age too. just tt wj is abit cao lao i suppose. haha. but tts good! at least he will look older than me! haha.

i dont deny that im worried abuot this relationship. cos the truth was i did rush into it. we havent really got to know each other THAT well before starting. but i believe if we compromise and all, we will live better. get to know each other along the journey. learn about each other's strengths and weakness. learn to tolerate, learn to compromise, learn to love each other for who we are. yup. i believe. i am falling more for him as the days pass. i really dont want to lose him at this point. but i cant be selfish. i AM gg into uni in like 3 wks time, staying in hall. time spent with him will be limited. and i dont want that to affect our relationship. not at this point when we have just started out tgt.

hes a little shy la. and quiet. i have to accept that. cos there's nothing i can do but to slowly try to open him up. haha. he's basically a nice person. i might sound abit chatty to him. haha. i dont wan to remind him of his ex. but somehow, she will alwyas pop up in my mind. i dono why. i will keep thinking am i as good as her? like i pei bu shang him. she's very pretty, slim, tall, plays vb. hmmm i dono la. mayb i think too much. but she seems to be everything that im not. haha i have to try to be more confident. someone give me the confidence that i need please?

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