went for trng at smb just now. realised that i cant play very well already. no ball sense. cant really spike and recieve. someone kill me. i feel so lousy now. arghs. haha

anyway finally saw weijie after like 8days? haha. missed him lots. very glad to have him there. he sent me to smb and waited for my trng to end leh. well it might sound silly cos he didnt rlei have anything to do for 4 hours besides staying in the arcade, but well, its the thought that counts. he sent me home. =)

i am very afraid that i might not be able to adapt to the new environment. really. somehow i dont feel that the people living ard me are the kinds that i like. hmm. i dont know how to put it to words. it is just a feeling that i get. but they are nice people la i have to say. how. im feeling scared already.

oh ya, ben sent me home last night. first time i saw him. haha. well, he offered to send me home la. and i didnt rlei mind. hee. very bad right. nice person la. shyshy. oh, not forgetting nice CAR. haha. and can choose song oso! haha. mean person right. wadever. but he knows that i have a bf.

nothign much to blog. suddenly dont feel like writing anything. hmm im talking rubbish. making no sense. tue will have competition at tampines sports hall. haha at 845 pm leh! dont think i will be gg back to hall ba. mayb will be going to wj's house to stay for the night. =) hopefully i can and no one finds out. from my family i mean. haha

sometimes i feel so restricted. why?!

trapped

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