time check,its almost 6AM!!! and i am dead tired. just finish helping out in the rag thingy.not bad la.felt good.but dman tired cos its like thru thr night? haha. ok im not talking right. just finish bathing, waiting for my hair to dry, so might as well blog. =)

played against KACSC on tue night. won 3-0. not bad la. but the other team was not on form and did not perform as well. i know they can do much better. for our side, the setter did not set very well, bec could not spike her best. yup. and the balls she set for me were too low. i did not have enough time to do my jiaobu. whatever. its over alr. i think i sucked. haha. cant be bothered. playing against DOT on sunday morning. lol think we will definately lose that game. how to win?! all the damn good players la.

went to his house aft the game on tue, stayed over. then he came over to my room and stayed the next night. i doubt we will have the chance to do this once school starts. i am really afraid that we will drift apart due to my school and hall activities. we did talk about issues. like what if i leave him and vise versa. it might sound silly or dumb to others, but i thought otherwise. i dont know how to explain. just glad that we actually talk things out. haha. unexpected from him. cos he's usually the quiet one. =) meeting him soon. he's coming over again. im worried about the travelling time for him. cos its really very far from his house and school.

going to get a printer in a few hours time! haha. but i will have to pay for it myself. damn it. they said that they will not pay for it alr. shit. i hate it. but well, i have to learn to manage my money. and it is getting kind of difficult for me. cos i have been spending alot ever since i moved into hall. spent more than 300 bucks in total. *gasp but it doesnt seem as if i bought alot of things. haha.

realised that i have been out of touch with many of my close friends. =( charlene, kailin, joanne, junwen, brenda, gina, yilin, anli, beisi, bernice... somehow hall life is like taking up most of my time. not forgetting weijie too. hmm and my time management sucks like shit. i dont know what to do or feel. i really want to hang out with them like before. really miss the times. hai. now that school is starting soon, i doubt we will have time to actually catch up. being in different schools doesnt help that much too. haha. well, just hope that they wouldnt forget me ba. haha. =)

ok, i am really tired now. eyes closing. but my hair isnt dry yet! shit. haha.

i cant believe i am actually going to say this, but i miss my family. really. esp my grandma. her health is not very good. and i am very worried. one reason that kept me from staying in the hall was because of her. hmm i hope she is doing well. =)

ok i am going to sleep NOW. its alr 620. haha. have to get up at 11. arghs.

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