woke up at 6 plus on sat for rag day. we were standing under the stupid hot sun for like 5 hours? and i am burnt like shit. my grandma asked me why am i so tanned. and that i looked like an indian. -_- haha. anyway shears hall won 4 awards. best dance, presentation, float and something else. but we didnt win the chancellor's shield! arghs. Eusoff won it. i bet it was because they raised alot for their flag day. hai. but anyhow, i felt that shears deserved the awards. the effort and hard work they had all put in was shown on that day. i was very good. colours and all. SHEARS HALL ALL THE WAY! yeah. haha

aft tt was the inaguration for the hall la. something stupid. i didnt enjoy what we had to do. something like dare to reach the highest. we were supposed to build a human pyrmaid flat on the slope. bleah. whatever. i left early. haha. thought that there was training in the eveving. but it was cancelled. all the better. so i can spend more time with weijie. haha. i was already on my way out when becca called me.haha.said tt no one went for training. so ya.decided not to go too. =) went out with him instead. we went to jurong point.

ya, had a very bad experience. i was molested. erm i was sitting down, wj on my right, this uncle on my left. i wore my fbt shorts cos i thought i was going for training. so dont have to change ma.bad choice. not long aft i sat down, i felt someone's hand beside my thigh.so i moved closer to wj.then, i felt the touch again. i looked at that fucker. his eyes were closed so i thought he was sleeping. fine i moved closer to wj. THIRD time, his hand came close. i looked at him. saw him open his eyes abit looking at his hand there. fuck man. i got up and walk away. i didnt know wad to do or say. wj asked wad happened. told him. he said he wanted to box the guy. i held him back. i dono... i wan stunned la. like what the fuck right. i was purely disgusted and irritated.
i feel so unclean. i dono why. eeeks. it reli sucks man...

anyway we went to jurong point for dinner and movies. haha. watched the wedding crashers. not bad la. its horny and funny. abit pridictable. but it was funny la! we had dinner at the food court. poor wj didnt reli have anything the whole day cos my room was pathetic and had no food. haha. how great wad that?! i feel so bad. then aft tt, we went walking ard cos we had like 2-3 hours to spare. i was the one doing the shopping and walking ard la. haha ended up with a pair of teva slippers for 21bucks and 37degrees pencilbox.i think its nice. haha. ya and not forgetting FOOD! haha. took bus 30 back to hall. it was quite fast leh. only 40 minutes! i was damn tired that i slept.

set the alarm at 620 the next morning but couldnt get up.haha. he was nice enough not to wake me up.let me slp alittle longer. =) rushed to presby tgt for a match with DOT. lost of cos. but ya. a least there was something to fight for la. haha. i played alright. managed to spike and all. but was too tired to block all the balls. wj commented on the way i played. hmmm i think its true. haha. well but im lousy. cant blame ma. haha. went to toapayoh for breakfast aft tt and took a bus home. slept the whole day.

missed my family alot. really.

and about the not spending enough time with my friends, i hope to change that soon. shambaa is going to sentosa tmr! i dono if beisi wants to go or not. will ask her ltr. haha. but i hope she wants to. then aft tt, might be mtg him again. miss him! and i miss talking and crapping with beisi too. i really miss the old times we had, joy and sadness.

school has started. im scared. but i hope tt everything will go well. =) having dinner with family later! =)

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