omg i spent like 200 plus today. bought a crumpler bag and sweater.

the bag costed $152.10 with the 10% discount thanx to lydia. haha its the orange kind.the bigger version. yup. i like it! haha cant wait to use it. then, the sweater frm puma costed $79. i thought it was alright la. not that bad. i quite like it. erm one bad point, its in white. but it looks nice la! haha. too bad no black. if not i would def get black. =)

ok, got to start saving like shit frm now onwards. I HOPE. haha.

went to town with anli today. haha she drove there! how cool is that?! hmmm we talked and laugh like no body's business. lol i reli missed the times we had in sec sch. i just missed the old times. both in sec and jc. esp the time when me and joanne were in our own world, according to her. haha. it was really fun. dont bother about what people think. just be ourselves and have fun.

i feel that in uni, u are being judged by ur actions. at that point of time. normal i suppose. but its unfair. because the person doesnt know u at all! what ever.

met wj aft tt for dinner. i tell u, i would rather go to marche than pasta mania. haha. i mean it costs about the same but marche has a much better ambience and food. more variety and u might just spend less than what u do at pasta. creeps, rosti(spling?) and a waffle costs about 20 plus. hmm ya remind me about tt.

talked to him about stuff over dinner. it was tense at some point. its like he's expecting things frm me. understandable. but knowing me, i need alot of time for myself and friends. my priority list is in a mess. i know tt family def comes first. then friends and studies. boyfriend aft that. haha very bad right. but i feel that friends will last a lifetime while bf, unless he's the guy ure marrying, its going to be temporary. time to sort things out i guess. going to be damn bloody busy lor. i dono how am i going to survive.

i miss my family. i really do. friends too. this year is not a very good year for me.

and shaoliang. he's still on my mind at times. esp when i am talking to wj about our relationship. cos i know if it was sl, he will handle it more maturely. and not like wj. i dono how to say. just that their way of thoughts are different and mine is bending more to sl than wj. arghs.

i shd just accept what i have. i have been trying to. i really have.

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