yeah i finally finished my CTW!! i cant believe i actually finished it before hand and its only wed night/thur morning! hahaha. yup. so tmr im sort of free. but got to start doing my other tutorials man.lol. have to jiayou!

today is wednesday.i stayed in hoping tt sl will msg or give me a call saying he's in nus. haha once again, im disappointed. like what's new right? lol. whatever. i have learnt not to life my hopes up high. i knew that what he told me on sunday night was all a lie. well, why am i so silly to choose to believe what he says? nvm. haha

ohya, i dyed my hair rosewood. the colour is very nice. if my whole head was that colour that is. but intead, it made my highlights more obvious and overall more obvious than it alr is. haha. great. -_- anyway i love it! =)

been trying to pull myself away frm wj. i dont wan to stick so close with him for now. nv rlei talk to him on the phone or online. keep telling him that im doing my work and all. partly true la. so im not completely lying to him. haha. and partly is cos of sl. i want hiim in my life. but i doubt he will do anyting about it. so im not sure if i should go for his bdae party this sat night. moreover, i dono anyone there.

okokies. its late alr. i wan to slp. have lect tmr at 12. den heading to ikea or queensway to get things for out buaya. haha =) i will be a nice buaya and get things for them. mayb make? lol depends la.

somehow i pray everyday that my dreams will come true....

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