hmm another week passed just like that. time really flies when you are doing nothing. my life has been boring as usual.

last week...
went out with charlene on sat. bought a top from esprit and a pair of slippers from C&K. i love the slippers. its so niceee. haha. ya and on the friday before that, bought a pair of slippers from the bazaa held at forum. omg.. and i am supposed to get another pair of shoes for sports. great. now, i have a grand total of 8 pairs of slippers plus 4 pairs of shoes in my cupboard. haha. well. i think im nuts. arghs. i should start saving. thats what i tell myself all the time. what the heck.

i really enjoy talking to that woman. we can talk about anything under the sun and no slience moments are awkward. =) im so happy to have this bestie of mine. she is a consultant of everything. from my clothes, hair, footwear, emotional problems, what have u. haha my best pal ever! =)

came back to hall on sunday morning cause i wanted to get some things done. like watching my 9 freaking hours of webcast. damn it. in the end, i packed my wardrobe, cleaned my floor and slept the whole afternoon away. great. by the time i woke up, it was already 5 plus! and what have i done?! NOTHING. congrats miss lim. still, i had to wash up, do my stuff while waiting for wj to come. we went harbourfront for dinner. =) sakae sushi! omg. i was soso full. haha. he was too. well, most of the shops have already closed at that kind of shitty timing, so we went back.

he is really a very nice person. i only realised this after so long. talked to charlene about it. and ya agreed that wj is really a good catch. he takes such good care of me that sometimes i feel that im dependent on him. damn. haha. he is just so cautious about almost everything that has to do with me. he msges me to ask me to take care of myself and becareful about my the way i sit when i am wearing skirt on that day. some people might find it silly and pointless. but bottomline is that he even bothers. its the thought that really counts. thats what i think anyway. i was too blinded by that asshole sl that i could not see wj's strengths. it was the last time when he put me aeroplane again that i realised that he's really a jerk(ok in r/s wise anyway). i finally woke up, somehow. i hope. haha. but yup im more awake and learning to appreciate and accept wj for who he is. rather than think about why is he not own a car, why does he not buy me things, why does he not this and that. i guess i was comparing him too much to sl in the material aspects. charlene said that wj is really a good catch, down-to-earth and all. and that where is she going to find someone like that! haha. she's damn funny. yup. finally.

there was once i didnt msg him or called him when i said that i would. and he called me 3 hours later sounding rather pissed off. i didnt understand his position and got pissed off too. he said that he was so worried about my whereabouts. and if anything happened to me. hmm i told him that i was really not used to having to report my whereabouts to whomever. not even my mum. and i am learning to do just that. can tell that he's not trying to be possessive. just that he wants to know that im save and sound. thanks dear. =) ok i am sounding silly. haha. laugh all u want. he's just the best thing that happened to me. for now. heeh. like i said i am learning to appreciate him for who he is! everything takes time hor! haha.

and back to school work, i suck! i absoultely do not understand a single shit thats going on. to hell with it. my tutors talk to the whiteboard and lectures are bloody boring. damn it. help. i had better start to do my work and step up on it. my first paper for finals is on the 18th of NOV!! its like only ONE MONTH from NOWWW. omg. someone save me.

i dont know if i want to stay for the next year or not. i really dont. so many factors to consider. family, friends, schoolwork and him. i miss my family though i always argue with them, cos i know its for my own good. my friends, i havent really been talking to them and hanging out with them. i seem to be getting out of touch with most of them and i dont want that to happen. schoolwork, hmm eventhough i have my own room, somehow i cant concentrate cos the laptop is always turned on for music and msn is always signed in. him, less time to spend with him i suppose. =( he was not very pleased to hear that i might be staying next year. hai.

i am happy here because i have my own freedom and i can do whatever i please. my room can be damn messy and no one will say anything. ok fine, my neighbours will comment on it sometimes, asking me to clear up. haha. thats not the point. but most importantly, i am sort of free...

grandma's health is not very good and it is getting bad. her heart and kidneys are not as strong and im afraid that something bad might happen. as in. i have thought of those stupid scenrios whereby i want to be by my grandma's side when she starts her deep sleep. (ok i just dont want to type those words out) i dont know. i really dont.

having 3 sports and one comm is not very good. i dont like to play bball but i have to. and since i am already in that sport, i would have to try my best. my aiming sucks and i cant do any of the drills well. arghs. and the worse thing is that the trainings are held at NIGHT. damn it. that is the time when i want to spend time by myself and do my own stuff. not go around running like an idiot chasing after a ball. no offence to the sport. but i really want my own space and time at night. hai. i am so confused. but i have to live with it. there will be bball and handball trng tonight. arghs. i just want tonight to pass as quickly as possible. really . AQAP!! i have tonns of work to complete and not forgetting my webcast. i am so behind time.

hai.

ok this is such a long post. nothing interesting about my sucky life right. haha. sorry to have u read through all these. ( if u have). haha

ming tian hui gen hao!! =)

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