hmmm this week has not been a very good week. haha besides the time spent with him yesterday that is. haha.

been deliberating whether to quit bball or not. then before the meeting last night, zhaoxiu, nicole and me decided to tell yiying. dont really want to elaborate on it because i feel that it is abit useless. unlike zx and nic, i dont really have a 'valid' reason not to play bball already. maybe it is because i do not want to stay in hall next year, thats why i do not feel like playing? haha i have no idea. then when vincent and yiying were there trying to talk to us. ok i know they do not mean to make us feel guilty or whatsoever. but i felt damn bloody bad. damn it. haha. i am like that. i was still two minds about that after telling them that we want to quit. why cant i be more decisive?

talked to him about it. he asked me to give him a valid reason why i do not want to play anymore. i couldnt think of one good reason. i think those 'reaasons' i told him were supposely excuses. haha so ya after talking to sab and wuiern, i have decided to stay on la. ok you might be thinking it is nothing big, why blog about it right. haha well, it has been on my mind for damn bloody long alr. and blogging is for me to whine and complaine! hahaha. ya so now, im back. hee. he also said that if i go back, i dont have to give myself pressure of getting into the team or not, just go there, play and enjoy the game. i was like oh ok, i hope that i can. haha

nus girls volleyball team trials next wednesday. i dont know if i should go or not. there would definately be damn bloody good players there. so why bother go there and xia suae right. haha the only thing i have is height. but then again, like those people there dont have?! lol. just hope i can play normally. thats why i am going to ny to play this wkend. i havent spiked or served a ball in 3 weeks! haha good luck to me man. and my bloody ankle is killing me. haha. arghs. we'll see about that.

meeting kailin later. haha so much rubbish to tell her. hai. one bad thing about hall lor. i cant meet up with my friends as much as i would want to. haha. arghs. nvm.

yesterday was our 4th month tgt. went to town, had dinner at marche and caught a movie. dinner was so filling. we ordered many things. haha and didnt realised we were so full until we stood up. food was nice as usual. cant eat that too often though. definately will get sick of it. haha. anyway we watched the legend of zorro. haha i think the show is not bad leh. haha quite funny. and the little boy is just so cute! met eguene and chuhui aft the show at cine. lol they were just walking around. it was raining cats and dogs lor. in the end eugene offered to give me a lift back to hall. haha. i felt paisae but i needed to be back asap! haha. sorry man.

our photos seem to look the same every time. we need to come up with something new man! haha

reading kevin's blog introduction brings back memories but kevin, ITS DAMN BLOODY LONG! haha. read till my eyes wana pop. and i am only half way through. will continue after my test. haha. like i said, memories. they are nice =) i miss everyone. ahha he even wrote down those little little things that happened in class. feeling nostalgic.

i miss that communist school man! haha thats why i even wore the pe shirt. lol. actually, its cos i dont have any clothes at home la. but wearing it feels so comfortable. lol ok i guess im talking rubbish again. as usual. haha.

i guess i should be studying already ba. i have been slacking too much. not going for lecture later again. wells. ya i need to study. then again, theyre all excuses. haha! byebye! i'll be back soon.

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