well, no surprise that he couldnt make it today. he msged me in the early afternoon :
hey ger, sharks i reli v pissed off. i can only book out tmr. so today i cannot meet u again. so sorry.
u think i care as much now? no i dont. thanx. haha as in, ok mayb this time its rlei not his fault but wtf. bottom line, he didnt meet me. again.

well my day doesnt crumble just because i could not meet him. went to parkway to make my hardlens. wanted to get the soft lens. but the stupid optition said it was no point cos it would still be very blur as my astig is damn bloody high. well, yours truly wasnt very happy as she was not in a very good mood and doesnt like to be gone against WHEN she's in a bad mood. bAH.
nvm. walked ard parkway and saw kim ng and bryan wong filming 'yuan lai jiu shi ni'. and i think they filmed my mum and i on the way. haha and guess what my mum said?! 'haiyo i looked so messy! would have dressed better if i knew they were filming!' OMG. my mum actually siad that. hahaha i cant believe it. cos she's usually quiet la and doesnt make any comments. im surprised! she's also very vain. like which woman isnt right. haha mayb my mum and i shd hang out more together. it would be fun. like when i make a comment and she agrees. lol. i would nv have thought what she was thinking. she's really a very good mummy. she takes real good care of us and i take that for granted. damn it. what kind of daughter am i right. haha. but ya. sometimes i want to tell my family that i love them. but the words just doesnt seem to come out. i guess my family is not that vocal in expressing thoughts and feelings. well.

aft that, my mum sent me to charlene's house. omg. her hair is like THAT short! i almost fainted when i saw her. haha. so punk rock. and she's supposed to be a model for her friend tmr. i can predict her friend's reaction. haha. napped a while. waited for xingyi and her friend, cy to come. then ok, we were basically bitching together la. haha the comments they made are really funny! as in how to say, not insulting in a way. just funny. her friend was very friendly. and very pretty in fact! =) looks damn good in pictures too. haha.

came back and had dinner. was supposed to have dinner with them. but ya it was late and i was lazy, afraid that my parents would scold. haha. im trying to be a good girl okies. =) online chatting, checking mail, frenster, webcast. and now, im offically 9 hours behind time. damn it. i HAVE to catch up man. pray for me pls. jiayou woman! u can do it! haha. trying trying.

gg to sentosa tmr! yeah! i want my tan back! cant wait to go there. =) yeah! hahaha. im like a small kid. but yup i want the sun on my face and to play ball with everyone. wj will be gg along too. =) hopes he open up more to ppl. cant rush though. wells.

going off for my beauty sleep now! haha.

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