why the hell am i here, blogging again when i am suppsoed to be studying?! damn.

haha cos im sick! STILL sick since tuesday. i am feeling like shit. damn it. i feel tired whenever i open my books, i feel tired doing nothing at all. i just feel tired and lathargic. my mum said i am feeling like this because of the medication. and i am suppoed to see the doctor tomorrow. i dont want to! cos he is not doctor ONG! arghs. i want to see doctor ong and not whatever doctor tan. bah! doc ong is so nice. my family has been seeing him since we were young! haha. =) i feel happy. but then again, he is not the one i am going to see tomorrow.

reasons why i dislike going to the clinic:
1. i am impatiant, i HATE waiting for my turn just to see the doc. ok fine like who doesnt have to queue right? but ya, i AM impatient. haha.
2. i dont like to sit around staring in to space
3. i dont like to hear those babies/kids crying like nobody's business
4. i dont like the smell of clinics
5. there are not handsome guys to sit beside me or just to be somewhere around the clinic so that i can at least have an eye candy the time i am there. haha
6. seeing doctors is expensive. imagine how i can spend the 20bucks otherwise!
7. medicine sucks! i wish i were a kid when the medicine are all sweet liquids! lol
8. the doctor is old
9. i need to entertain myself
10. i am plain lazy to just WALk to the clinic

ok i guess the final reason explains everything. the rest are just excues. haha. =)

i really want to get well soon! i really want to study. i am so fucking behind time and i need to catch up. hmm then again, isnt that what i say all the time? but its like all talk no action. arghs. i need to do something about THAT. but not when i am in this state. when my mind is blank. haha

went to his house last night. then this afternoon, we played basketball before i left for home. haha the ball sucks cos it doesnt have air inside! haha. but we were just shooting loops. and no surprises that yours truely sucks like shit. haha. i think he see me play till he want to faint already. haha wait till i borrow a ball, and i feel better, den we can PLAY man! hahahaha. i think playing bball with him is fun. haha he can teach me how to. and i can secertly improve on my skills. ( I HOPE ) haha. well. depends la. i really want to make the team. but if i cant, then forget it. i am not going to force or whine about it.

i guess one thing is for sure. SHE is going to get into the team. the seniors like her. the captain and coach likes her. haha isnt that enough? sorry that i dont know how to please others. but because i dont see a point in doing that. BAH. if i dont get in then too bad for me lor. what else can i say right? and i need to brush up on my volleyball skills too. havent been touching the ball for a few weeks now and i think i play like shit. i dont think that i can even serve the ball over. haha someone help me.

might be going to sentosa this saturday. depends on who is going also la. and whether i have the time or not. i hope i do. haha i want a tan and i want to hang out with people i am comfortable with. haha ANLI go la... haha.

ok i guess i am really going to konk out soon. my head is killing me and i just dont feel like doing anything now besides rest and sleep. omg. help me. somebody save me. i think i will have to hide inside my shell for the next 3 weeks. i really regret now not going for lectures and paying attention in tutorials. not taking things seriously. i promise i will try and study hard for now. and i promise that i will attend lectures and tutorials next semester! really! haha. believe me. =) hee

oh kailin! lunch or breakfast nxt wk! u decide alrights! =)

sleeppppp... zzzzz

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