Monday, November 07, 2005
did i mention i get jealous easily? ya like a million times already right. haha yes i do. but i jiu shi si yao mian zi. i will never say it out. haha. i have to learn to be the open minded girlfriend. haha. ya i wish. sometimes i wonder when couples break up, do they still think about each other. even after some time? haha. i guess so. its just this jealousy i have inside me. i dont know. even just looking at photos. hmm. haha i know he's loyal and all. but ya. what will u think if ur boyfriend or girlfriend takes a photo with his/her ex very close together. haha. erm i guess i am just rambling on and on. just want to type down my random thoughts. i cant stand it. haha. call me stupid or silly. i just cant help it. then again, maybe i should not have stumbled upon her blog right. haha. wells. BAH. whatever. nevermind. 4 years of relationship. i guess they know and understand each other damn well. maybe thats why i can never get into a relationship. haha i will compare. which is bad. very bad. i even ask him will he compare me and his ex. he said no. haha ok i know he wun. but u know there's just this stupid feeling inside me. i will get over it one day. ONE DAY. lol. when, thats another thing. haha[[ . ]]* |3:22 PM|
