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Saturday, December 03, 2005



heeh. this is the photo that we took. stupid poses. haha. but it was fun! =)



hmm nothing much this wk. brought my sisters out, went out with yilin for a while.

met javin on wednesday. walked around tampines. how sian can it get. haha. guanda came for a while. supposed to watch movie with lene but she couldnt make it in the end. so bo bian have to watch with javin. haha so paisae lor. think wj wasnt very happy with that. haha. wells. what can i do right. the movie was at 7. she told me her nafa havent ended at 6!! ya. watched AEONFLUX. dont know is it spelt like that. hmm well that movie wasnt as nice as i expected. action? nah. not THAT action too. javin rated it 2/10. 2 for the girl. hahaha she really has a nice figure man! haha. boring. chicken little sounds more fun. haha. as we were walking back to the station, we past these 2 ladies. confirm applied bronzer one. she looks like a 'tong ren'. haha suddenly he said, wah eh cannot breathe leh. i asked why?perfume too strong is it? his stupid reply was, HUH?! not toxic fumes meh?!
haha i thought that was damn funny la. ok maybe its just me. hahah.

cant remember what i did on thursday leh.. hmmm.. ohhh i met him for a while. haha how boring can my life get right. like keep meeting him. but i dont know why. just feel like seeing him. never had this feeling for anyone before. wells. haha

went back to sch early friday morning for a meeting. omg it was dma boring. but thank god it ended early! hahaha i was so surprised that it ended within 2 hours? or was it one hour. haha went back to pack my things. i am going to miss lydia, zhaoxiu and nicole man. they're not staying during the holidays. howhowhow?! who is going to crap and talk to me? who is going to entertain me? i dont really want to be stuck with the others. as in i am not that close with them oso. hai. i dont know la. sometimes i really wonder why i stay hall. they say that you will make very good friends in hall. haha ya 2 maybe. haha. =) others are. hmmm. i dont know how to say. different frequency. and if you dont belong to that particular group, you are not really included. sooo i am not that interested in the block outing and chalet on the 11 dec. unless lyd and zhao are going.

i used to be the one trying to fit in. but thats not me. i dont know. now i dont even know who i am. am i even hiding anything. sometimes i just feel like hiding in my room and do nothing else. be anti social or something. boring person i am. sometimes i just dont feel the need to do certain things. i cant really be bothered. seriously.

went to visit his mum in hospital on friday. she had food poisoning. met his aunts. omg. it was so emberrassing. omg i forgot how to spell that word.. primary school... arghs. but they were nice. haha funny too. i think they're nice people. haha went for dental appt this morning. stupid dentist. arghs. i want to box him soon. his stupid wires are cutting my lips and tongue. damn it. i bet ulcers are going to pop up soon. BAH! irritating. his mum was discharged today. she looked so weak. hope she gets well soon. =)

dad left for china just now. hai. he's always flying nowadays. anyway i guess i will be getting my phone. haha yeah. maybe tomorrow. but if the price drops any further after i have gotten it. i will bang the wall. arghs.

i am bored. i dont want to start IHG trainings. i want to miss as many as possible. i cant really be bothered about it. especially basketball. i dont have stamina how to bloody run around the court?! haha. vb cap said trainings on 2,4,6. omg. DONT TOUCH MY WKENDS MAN! i am SOOO going to tell her. i dont want any bloody trainings on saturdays.

boring post. my thoughts are not coherreant. my language sucks. my spelling sucks.

i miss you and my friends. i want to go back where everything is fine. everyone is happy.

in my dreams maybe.


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