now, i am even more depressed. my phone was too thirsty that it drank a whole cup of concentrated milo. now, its in the emergency room, in critical condition, will die anytime.

hai. fark it. the phone was only 12 days old. ass. i doubt they can repair it. damn it. i dont want to spend money on another phone. damn damn damn. i wanted to scream man. hai. ya and milo was all over my floor. had a hard time cleaning up. i hate it. i hate my life suddenly.

i was telling wj that i seem to be in this phase where i feel so lost i dont know what i am doing. nvm. i am just feeling lost.

my dad has been very nice. but im still afraid. he said he wanted to talk to me about my future. omg. figured out that it might include topics like boyfriend and studies. if he asks me to stop seeing him, hmm im still wondering what i would say. he had better not say that. hai. then he allows me to continue with trainings. i HOPE. he hasnt said anything much about that yet. but if he doesnt allow me to play, i cant do anything right. but i still want to prove that i can do it for ivp though i know i am not that good. just being in the team will be fine. i will work hard. haha

someone save me from my abyss.

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