depressed. devastated. disappointed.

the sinseh adviced me not to play anymore sports for 2 months. cos i tore a ligament in my shoulder. there are supposed to be 3. now im left with 2. why? cos it cant be healed. damn. im damn sad. i really am. just one more week left. semis and finals for both ivp and ihg. i really want to play for ihg. i want to show that i have the potential. and that im not so 'fei'. i will tolerate the pain. i want to play. i really want. eventhough i am just a beanch warmer in ivp, but i am proud to be part of the team. they are all very nice people. even the coach. she's damn funny. haha. i dont know. im so confused now. i dont want to risk it. but ya. will decide again. i still have one more day to rest. till monday evening match against KR. will decide again.

pray for me please.

so far, nus girls has won all the matches. proud of them. =) guys are not bad too. got into the semis. really want the girls to be the champions again. i have faith in them. i know they will do well. =)

i have to buck up on my work. i will.

nothing much on my mind. its just filled with my arm.

the fact that there are now only 2 'strings' holding it together. haha. help.

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