happy new year people! first post of the year and its my 100th post! haha didnt know i could write so much rubbish within half a year. lol.

anyway nothing much happening.

trainings everyday.

met charlene and weijie today! ahha went to TP. had lunch there and then me and lene went to century square. bought a pair of earrings and a belt for $7. how cheap is that. haha. then we decided to have out hair cut. omg. i wana faint. i think my hair sucks man. especialy my frindge. hmmm actually everything is alright. i like it, EXCEPT the frindge. its too bloody short. should have learnt my lesson last year when i cut it short. now, it is even shorter. omg. and new year is in 3 weeks time. how the hell is my hair going to grow 10 cm is 3 weeks?! BAH. but then, the layering is good la. arghs. stupid sham not working on wednesdays. wells. twice bitten thrice shy? haha. we'll see about that. just wanted something different la.

hmmm just a thought. im someone who loves the sport volleyball. but i cant seem to excel in it. ok, maybe i dont have to be THAT good. but somehow, i dont even feel that i have the basic skills. i feel stressed whenever i play a match. but then, its the team mates i guess. this ivp, im going to be a bench warmer. i dont mind la. just that its kinda paisae dont you think. i mean i am not good. but then i dont wana be a bench warmer. who in the right mind will allow his/her players play in the main if they are not good. ok, i did play in JC, but i suppose they did not have enough tall players to block. hai. i feel so can2 kui4. =( after playing for so long, i still cant play it well. then he said that i didnt have 'proper' training till i was under shen jiao lian. hai. the fact is im lousy and that is a fact. im not even second choice for team. i dont know.

and cant spike doesnt make it any better. my arm cant make a full swing. something inside is wrong. its pulling it. and it hurts. i cant spike as hard and as fast. not that i am not trying. i am. i really am. just that, ya it cant seem to happen. cant be telling everyone that my arm is hurting right. they might think its just an excuse. hai. BAH. i dont know.

handball too. need to shoot right. omg. sucks la. i cant really shoot too but at least its not as bad as volleyball.

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i missed the fireworks. my dad didnt allow me to go. fine. its ok. then i got a new phone. ANOTHER new phone. K700i. again. after i got it, wj told me that the old one was working alright. great. wasted money. then again. haha i mean its good oso la. i got a new phone. i dont think i would want a phone that is not working well or that it will break down anytime right. haha.

school is starting soon. first match is on the 9th jan, first day of school. my time table sucks like shit. but i have to live with it i guess. haha. just hope that everything will go well this sem.

im still bothered about my hair. someone save me.

as usual, i have so much to say. but i dont know how to type them out properly. and im lazy. im too tired. damn. got to buck up man. wish me luck.

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