i feel bad for not going to physics lab. i am afraid. i am scared of doing things myself and not being able to complete it. therefore, forgoing the 7 percent of my marks. stupid and silly most or rather, everyone will say. but i would rather work hard.

shit. what is coming over me?! i feel so demoralised i wana cry.
suddenly feeling lost.
lost in a forest and not being able to find my way out.

help. i need loads of it.

thankful for AP lim and my classmates.
i will irritate the hell out of them with my stupid questions.
sometimes its not that i dont want to ask questions.
just that i feel stupid.
seriously.
i do.
they might be thinking the same way too. =(

someone make me smile?

oh my mummy agreeded to let me buy birkinstocks!!!
haha im getting a pretty white one. =) yeah.

maybe this is the only thing that will make me smile this week.
and maybe dear.
wells...

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