why do i feel that my mouth always gets me into trouble?! sigh nothing i say seems to come out the right way. i broke promises, i dont practice what i preach. sigh. help. i feel like a lousy person sometimes. or rather most of the time.

was reading a friend's blog. why must people always hide why they are feeling? guess its for the better for people around them. i dont deny that i hide my emotions most of the time. like when im angry or unhappy, of cos i wouldnt show it. who would?! im not those AA person. i'd smile and try to be happy most of the time. =)

anw i bought 2 belts last friday!!! hahaha. im happy. really. got a discount too! maybe its cos the seller knew teckwee? lol. thanks man. caroline and i bought 2 belts each. about 10+% off each belt. =) one for $11.50. its reasonable. and the belts are really very pretty! =) should have bought my butterfly belt in school. then i would have a dicount too.

had SNDCC dinner on thursday. i feel stupid wearing so nice in hall for dinner. but the place was very nicely decorated i must say. =) and my date gave me a sunflower and a box of chocolates! =) so nice! and my gift?! a pair of boxers. hahahaha. thanks to delfine and the rest. haha. but its for fun la. the events at MPSH wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. everyone had fun! im glad i didnt miss the dinner this time. =) im still waiting to get some photos!!! its everywhere. i regret not bringing mine. arghs!!

meeting dear. i cant wait. sigh. im sorry to always that my action doesnt match my words. will work on it. havent gone out with him in a longgg time. and i havent been to town since afew weeks ago! hahaha. shopping? lol

im buried under tutorials. lectures are boring. but i will work hard!

this post is incoherrent. i dont know what im talking about.

BAH.

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