a blog is a place where one can express one's feelings right? so maybe i shall.

*SNAP*

from being excited for something that was going to happen, to being totally down and not looking forward to it. why? cos it doesnt mean anything already. and that i do not take it seriously. but that wasnt my point of view. it was THOUGHT to be.

i always am the one at fault somehow. why?
i contridict what i say.
i cant remember what has been said.
i cant remember what i had just said if someone asks me to repeat.
i just cant.
i am insensitive.
i am inconsiderate.
i do not appreciate the things people do for me.
etc etc
and the list goes on...

not being able to remember what someone said is bad. cos it might be important, or not. and it might be important when using it in an arguement. haha. ya stupid reasoning but you'll nv know when it might come in handy!

so yup. i have concluded why i always lose when in an arguement. that i am always at fault. really. i have nothing to say in defence for myself. will just have to learn to live with it.

guess if anything wrong happens next time, i'll just say sorry. be the first one to apologise. so maybe things will be not so strained.

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on a brighter note. i happy today. now, metal teeth no more! haha. mouth feels kind of empty. haha. =) yeah! but i forgot to take lots of photos of the before and after. haha.

attended my aunt's wedding lunch. she looks soooo pretty! tall and slim! i want to get married too! aiyah. mayb within the next 10 years! aiyah im going to start dreaming.


my monkey sisters

anyway its a saturday night and im along in the short wing! its quite quiet. its nice to study. i hope i will study. hahaha. 9 more days to my examinations. im going to give it all. i have to do well this semester.

going to study soon. after i have eaten my chicken rice! haha

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