right or wrong
wrong or right

since he said that tmr will be the last time he'll ever mention, talk or think about me. then yup, i would have to respect his decision. means its yi dao liang duan for us. dont know if we will contact in the future or not.

people might think that im stubborn. maybe i am. but i guess if both parties have given in and still cant meet in the middle, then it is no point holding on anymre. i know he has given in alot to me, but we just cant seem to agree on issues. even if it doesnt happen now, i guess it would in the future.

i do miss him. its a relationship of 22 months. it takes time to forget.

maybe we would just have to end it there and then tomorrow. sigh.

dont know how to express my feelings. im just heartless la ya.

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anyway, its the pc show tmr. and i will have to stand there like an idiot for 9 hours. underpaid and waste of time. then again, if i dont work, i would be rotting at home. so might as well get the extra money. haha. then i can do some shopping after getting my pay! =)

time to concentrate on other things.

im already 21 and i am still being scolded for coming home late. im sick and tired of hearing the same things over and over again. it is not like im mixing with bad comany so just get over and done with it. they are my friends. FRIENDS. whats so bad about friends. sigh. just dont like it when they keep nagging. then they will complain to my daddy and i get shit all over again. fuck it.

i will be strong. =)

oh and the 9pm show ended 2 nights ago! boo! i really liked that show. i like huang bi ren and tay ping hui. its so heart warming, sweet and cliche. hahah. but i like it anyhow. especially the main theme song, sang by shi xin hui, xing fu shuang ren chuang. the song by redwan ali, would you be there is also nice. redwan ali has sang many songs for other drama serials that i like, but stupid media would not release the songs. anw, i miss watching that show. haha.

would treasure the people around me alot more. not that i dont already treasure them la. but yup. just more. =)

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