i guess i should delete that particular link on my blog. i dont understand why it is affecting me so much. maybe what ken says is right. i have to wake up my idea and stop thinking about the past. look forward. why make myself look silly.

maybe cos it was 2 years of my life. someone whom i will see at least twice a week, someone who calls me a few times a day and constant smses to make sure i was fine. someone who was there to listen and for me to talk too. and though we might have the usual arguments and unhappiness, he was the only one who would make me smile again. he was the only person who directly affects my mood. haha. or maybe cos it was my first relationship. and i tend to hold on to things too tightly. time to change.

saturday was quite relaxed. went to marina square to collect the polo shirts. ken's one fitted perfectly. mine was too small. haha. but the stitching was very pretty. had lunch at Jack's Place, again. haha. we're forever having lunch at JP. from next month onwards, cannot spend so much on food already. haha. having such meals isnt too healthy for our wallets. and we havent had the brownies yet!

didnt shop much, instead we just relaxed and talked about stuff. haha. thanks for listening. =) really.

meeting kailin on monday! i dont know if u will read this, but even though we really hardly meet up or talk, ure one person whom i treasure alot. really. those secondary school times, cca, phone chats, studying sessions. hahaha. well. just thanks for being there alrights. dont think i dont know whats going on in ur life ok. i am a faithful reader of ur blog.

though we're studying in the same school, we havent met up since semester one and that's about one and a half years ago. though we're living about 5-6 bus stops away, we dont meet up cos im always in hall, not free or busy with boyfriend. haha. sorry woman. im sure u have alot to tell me on monday. =) i have alot to share too. i missed u!

why do we always get to meet friends whom are studying in another school more often than those whom are in the same school as we are. i havent met joanne since forever and i dont remember having lunch with her in school. we always bump into each other when we're outside and plan to meet up but it hasnt been put into action. haha. miss lim if ure reading this, lunch soon ok! another semester is starting already! haha.

went with the usual bunch of 4BN to siyun's birthday party. we were playing the usual no brainer games played during camps. haha some are really damn stupid and silly but its damn funny when someone else cant get it. like me. haha. damn slow can. lol. but yup it was fun. bought a work bag and a set of necklace and earrings for her. the earrings are very pretty. =) haha. miss ng, hope u like the presents we got for u!

anw im tired. going to sleep soon.

cant wait for tuesday!

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