tell me straight if u dont like me. stop screaming and shouting. it doesnt help. it just makes everyone frustrated. and when i try to say something back, im the one at fault. cos im raising my voice. whos the one raising the bloody voice. i dont see u screaming at the other two. so why me. cos there is no one else to pick on?! cos im the eldest and i have to set a great example. im sorry for being such a sloth. slow, lazy, dirty. none of u see any good in me. yup. maybe i m just a lousy person. its a fact. so i shouldnt try to change it. just continue screaming and shouting please. i really enjoy the special attention that is being showered onto me. thanks! i love you too.

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