back from the library. surprised how i managed to stay there since 10 plus until about 6. haha. the last time i stayed so long in the library was last semester studying for exams. heat transfer sucks! but im trying to get it right. wish me luck for my test man.

got to know some people here. well, im like the eldest la. all rabbits and dragons. they're quite nice and friendly. there's this girl who reminds me of lydia! haha. really. she laughs super loud and gets along well with everyone also. its like every corner we turn too, she'll meet a friend. oh, and she called herself lydia in the past. haha. its to have met her, though she's from another block. kinda miss shears and the people, but i guess i better start getting used to staying here.

a song i haven't heard in a long time played on my mp3 while studying. surprised. don't know what the title is though. its a track from 200 pounds beauty, the part where the main lead sings this super sad song near the ending part of the show. i started to stare into space. and the next thing i knew, i was tearing.. it brought too many memories back, and it doesn't help much when its a slow song.. its really a very very touching song. i couldn't stop crying when she sang this song the last time i watched the movie.

Kim Ah Joong - Byul

The wind knocks on the window
Over the room as small as me
Twinkling stars so beautiful
Filling the room with love

Don't be hurt
Caressing my wound gently
Embracing me to sleep
Too hurt for my legs to walk
Eyes so blurry with tears
Before love
Never meant for me
I will keep on smiling

Like those stars embroidered in my eyes
I will love you forever

Crawling to me like a dream
My little star up high
Dazzling my eyes
Shining brightly
Falling on my shoulders

Don't be sad anymore
Holding my hands tightly
Caressing my wound
It embraces me warmly
Too hurt for my legs to walk
Eyes so blurry with tears
Before love
Never meant for me
I will keep on smiling
Dear moments with you
Buried deep in my heart

Like those stars embroidered in my eyes
I will love you forever

i can still picture the events that happened that night.
every detail still plays vividly in my mind.
events before the movie at 9
like how i was trying my best not to laugh at the funniest parts
like how i was crying non stop at the ending
famished cos we didn't had dinner and it was already 10 plus.

i think I'm going to watch the show later.

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