It’s that time of the semester again. I feel that I have lost motivation to study unlike the last semester. My daddy is there to help me, but I haven’t asked him for any help yet. And I really hate to see him being disappointed time and time again. Ya you might be thinking, ‘Just study hard la. You have prof at home and you don’t make full use of the advantage that you have.’ I can only blame myself for this PATHETIC situation that I am in.

I’m sick and tired of everything.

What am I living for? Just to see myself fail over and over again?

I have lost the confidence I used to have had.

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